I understand what you’re saying in principle, but I’m have trouble grasping how the principle described relates to the actual act.
Again, I don’t want to over-simplify, but does the process go something like:
- Thought / feeling you want to suppress occurs.
- Physical mortification occurs, presumably with a prayer asking for forgiveness and strength.
- Repeat #2 until #1 is suppressed.
If that is indeed the case, it seems like it would indeed be like revulsion therapy – using physical discomfort to “reprogram” one’s brain. Am I missing something?
By the way, I don’t mean to come off as insulting or condescending in comparing physical mortification to revulsion therapy. I am truly trying to understand, and I find that often the best way to do that is compare unfamiliar concepts (i.e. mortification) to familiar ones (i.e. revulsion therapy).
God bless,
Dean
Well…here’s how it goes with me. Let’s separate a few things. There are acts…and there are intentions.
Acts might be ‘periods of well done work’, balancing the check book, forgoing preferences, fasting, holding one’s tongue, smiling when we don’t want to, taking the stairs, averting our eyes, paying attention, forgoing seconds, spending a second to form one’s thoughts more clearly and simply, waking up with a bit more vigor, going to bed a bit earlier than you really want. etc.
And there are intentions attached to acts. There are acts of penance, acts of charity, acts of thanksgiving, acts of humility, acts of faith, acts of hope, acts of mortification, etc.
Most any act can be attached to one of these intentions.
So I might mortify myself by averting my eyes, by taking a cold shower, enduring work just a bit longer. Here I am going against my body’s cries for middling comfort. And these should all be done with God in mind, in the presence of God.
I might offer the balancing of a checkbook up for an intention…someone I know who needs a job, who has money trouble, etc. That’s a small act of love…and that might actually lead me to give thanks to God with more sincerity for my own financial situation. Or it may spur me on to be more open to giving money to a good cause. Etc. One act of love often encourages another, perhaps more substantial.
I might instead decide to convert a glance at a woman into a prayer…“Lord, I ask you to guard the safety of all expectant mothers”. That’s just a mental act. Still done for a good intention and still done with God.
So we use the physical to help spur on a more continual conversation with God.
I look at acts of mortification mainly as ways to re-establish the primacy of the will and the intellect over the emotions and the body.
Where an act of penance or atonement becomes an act of mortification or an act of love etc. can seem blurry.
God doesn’t want us to fret over these ‘boundary’ things…he just wants conversation and union with us, our minds, wills, intellect; he wants us unified too.
He wants us to love Him simply…utterly simple.