Thank you for the compliment. Patience is a challenge for me. I’ll offer a little aside her that is not germain to the thread, but helps understand where I’m coming from. First, I’m a convert form Judaism to Catholicism. That was many years ago, 1965. It took a lot of patience to answer many questions from Catholics and Jews alike.
Second, I was married. My wife, oldest son and my father were killed in an auto accident. I was left a widower with a 9 yr old daughter and a 4 yr old son with autism. Today they are independent adults. Even my son with autism holds a job, owns a home and does a million things for himself. However, I had to practice being patient with God, life, my kids and me.
Third, I left a career to pursue religious life and went back to school to get a doctorate in theology. That was quite a challenge when you’ve been out of the classroom for a long time. Again, I had to be patient. I had always been in charge, both at work and at home. Once inside religious life I had to ask for permnission to go for a walk, to get toothpaste, to wash my habit, to sleep an extra hour, to go to bed early, to visit a sick relative, to attend my mother’s funeral. All of this teaches you that you’re not entitled to anything. You are nothing. You are just an instrument in God’s hands that he uses as he wishes.
I beleive that this has taught me a valuable lesson in life. Critics and criticism are not the sign of a poor man or a person who is an instrument. The instrument never critiques the artist nor the work. It allows itself to be used, sometimes abused too. A tool is a humble thing. It accepts what it is, a simple tool. Those who have an agenda against either form of the mass are the rebellious tools.
Fraternally,
Br. JR, OSF