Unsure about my thoughts and dreams

[carguy]

Since I have been trying to quit porn I find myself thinking about trying not watch it and the activity that goes with it. But the more I try to stop thinking about it the more I seem to. I have been good about stoping lustful thoughts, but i feel like I am failing in that because I find thoughts about what I used to watch popping back into my head while I am in class or just watching tv ( the stuff I have been watching on tv is not dirty in anyway stuff like sportscenter and live sports). Then there my dreaming now all of a sudden I have been dreaming about being the films I used to watch. I feel like I have sinned dreaming about these things, when I wake up I feel so bad about dreaming about this. Also I have noticed that I have been having nocturnal emissions since these dreams have start, I have read that I am asleep so I don’t have free will but I feel so wrong about this. Any ideas to help me please?

 

[bmullins]

It goes away. It does take time though. The thing I found helped the most was to find something else to watch just before bed. I would turn on EWTN or some other Christian television and fill my head with good things. Read the bible, or a commentary, or a good book with a good theme. You’ll find that as time goes on, you’ll have less and less of those dreams.

Don’t blame yourself for what happens when you are asleep. Just don’t dwell on it after you wake up.

 

[spei]

Keep praying for grace, pray to your guardian angle god will help you.