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brutusettu
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Hello dear mate:
I ask for your help today, but first let me tell you I don’t want to die, I suffer from bulimia for 7 months and I want to stop. I am a 17 year old boy; I love to do exercise but I have serious issues.
I am afraid I have ruined my digestive system, I have had a tommy cake for 2 weeks.I would really like for someone to help me try to re find Jesus in my life to help me out of this spot.I know it sounds selfish but I am very afraid of the consequences of my perversion. I want to live to be happy and to try to make the world a better place but first I must bring myself together.
I really want to find God, please pray for me.,I have been messed up for my whole life. I suffered from bulling because I was brought up differently. My parents are very into culture and knowledge ( maybe this is the source of my departure from god) but they are very kind, loving and good and ethical all around. They have showed me compassion for others( source of being a bully victim). I have lived with inferiority issues my hole life because my brothers are very smart and at first grade I had learning disabilities that I have surpassed but I carry this weakness around for some reason I can’t do better at crossfit or at cycling because I feel that I am the worst in the group. I have gone to shrinks twice but they really didn’t help.
I don’t have confidence in myself and I have had suicide thoughts for 3 years.
Please pray for forgiveness from god. I really don’t deserve it.
I want to pull it through I want to change but I am scared I know bulimia kills.
Please pray for my parents if they found out they would be teared up, my sister already suffered anorexia, they don’t deserve this.
I want to meet god.
I ask for your help today, but first let me tell you I don’t want to die, I suffer from bulimia for 7 months and I want to stop. I am a 17 year old boy; I love to do exercise but I have serious issues.
I am afraid I have ruined my digestive system, I have had a tommy cake for 2 weeks.I would really like for someone to help me try to re find Jesus in my life to help me out of this spot.I know it sounds selfish but I am very afraid of the consequences of my perversion. I want to live to be happy and to try to make the world a better place but first I must bring myself together.
I really want to find God, please pray for me.,I have been messed up for my whole life. I suffered from bulling because I was brought up differently. My parents are very into culture and knowledge ( maybe this is the source of my departure from god) but they are very kind, loving and good and ethical all around. They have showed me compassion for others( source of being a bully victim). I have lived with inferiority issues my hole life because my brothers are very smart and at first grade I had learning disabilities that I have surpassed but I carry this weakness around for some reason I can’t do better at crossfit or at cycling because I feel that I am the worst in the group. I have gone to shrinks twice but they really didn’t help.
I don’t have confidence in myself and I have had suicide thoughts for 3 years.
Please pray for forgiveness from god. I really don’t deserve it.
I want to pull it through I want to change but I am scared I know bulimia kills.
Please pray for my parents if they found out they would be teared up, my sister already suffered anorexia, they don’t deserve this.
I want to meet god.
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