URGENT need of prayer :'(

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Recently (seemingly started this year) I have developed a serious affliction of which has since been nigh-omnipresent in my life. This affliction isn’t lethal or impairing, however it has significantly ruined my quality of life. I don’t want to say what exactly it is, as it’s too sensitive for me, but it’s effects are starting to become psychologically overwhelming. I tried praying to the Father, Son, and Spirit to heal me, as well as asking Michael, Mary, and Padre Pio to pray for me, I even asked a sibling of mine who is deeper in their walk–but to no avail. My situation hasn’t changed, neither better nor worse; It simply is. I am starting to lose faith; My hope, which was once bountiful, is now nonexistent. A life with this affliction is worse than death, but I cannot determine my natural end… At this rate, my suffering may never end (some cases disappear but most don’t).

My health is already starting to slowly deteriorate due to stress alone (the Doctors have confirmed these secondary issues are stress-induced), and I don’t know how much more I can take before my body loses it’s will to continue functioning. I honestly can’t take it anymore, I’ve already went through the process of praying, crying, praying while crying, etc. No effect, no avail. Oftentimes I find this sadness soon turning to malice when I realize that Christ, being omnipresent–is literally right beside my as I’m suffering, hearing my prayers directly, and yet, seemingly refuses to heal me. It leads me into thinking (admittedly wrong) thoughts such as “why should I care if God doesn’t care?”, amongst other questions of similar nature. I try to be optimistic about Heaven, but unfortunately, I’m still rather young, unless something catastrophic or lethal happens, I’m looking forward to an estimated average of 50+ years of omnipresent suffering. It’s truly saddening in that I feel my suffering is closer to me than God himself. I can perceive my suffering in ways that God could never allow me to perceive Him–but that’s for another time.

Any smile that happens to cross my face immediately turns to magnified sadness once I realize what I now am. My suffering is especially worse since I didn’t always have this problem, and it seemingly came overnight. How come if I were to go to a Mystic I could be healed instantly, yet when I go to the living God who empowers the Mystics through his Spirit, I get nothing? Why does God tip the scales in such a way to even create the illusion that his servants are somehow more productive than He?

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Forgive me for my ranting, this is just such a serious matter for me, and I literally cannot take it anymore; One more gimmick, ailment, or caveat and my mind will succumb under its pressure. It’s ridiculous how God would sooner heal and commune with Atheists before He would his servant. For those of you who may mention it; “therapists and psychologists” won’t fix this issue. I’ve attempted both; No avail.

With that said, I ask you to pray for me. I don’t know who else to go to. I want to be able to hold my head high in confidence again, to laugh without crying, cheer without mourning… But for happiness to come, this has to go. Please pray for my complete healing and fixing, both physically, spiritually, and mentally (just in case). If there’s one thing I learned from St. Pio, it’s to never underestimate God’s power, that’s why I ask for complete healing and fixing in everything. This prayer is my final hope, I’ve used the last of my cards for this one cause, and if God doesn’t will to heal my even then, why even bother?

Thank you.

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O most gracious Virgin Mary that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, Implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided. inspired by this confidence, I fly to you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in Thy mercy hear and answer me, Amen 🙏
 
I will pray for your complete healing and may God grant you some comfort and peace soon.
 
I can sense the emotion behind this post. Please do not lose faith in Christ, offer your suffering up to him in reparation for the offenses made against His Sacred Heart and Mary’s Immaculate Heart. I’m praying for you my brother. :cry:
 
Please do pray these prayers to St. Jude for desperate causes like your health disorder.

Most holy Apostle, Saint Jude Thaddeus, friend of Jesus, I place myself in your care at this difficult time. Help me know that I need not face my troubles alone. Please join me in my need, asking God to send me: consolation in my sorrow, courage in my fear, and healing in the midst of my suffering. Ask our loving Lord to fill me with the grace to accept whatever may lie ahead for me and my loved ones, and to strengthen my faith in God’s healing powers. Thank you, Saint Jude Thaddeus, for the promise of hope you hold out to all who believe, and inspire me to give this gift of hope to others as it has been given to me.

V. Saint Jude, Apostle of Hope
R. Pray for us!

Here’s the other one:
Oh glorious apostle St. Jude, faithful servant and friend of Jesus, the name of the traitor who delivered thy beloved Master into the hands of His enemies has caused thee to be forgotten by many, but the Church honors and invokes thee universally as the patron of hopeless cases–of things despaired of. Pray for me who am so miserable; make use, I implore thee, of that particular privilege accorded thee of bringing visible and speedy help where help is almost despaired of. Come to my assistance in this great need, that I may receive the consolations and succor of heaven in all my necessities, tribulations and sufferings, particularly (mention your request), and that I may bless God with thee and all the elect throughout eternity. I promise thee, O blessed St. Jude, to be ever mindful of this great favor, and I will never cease to honor thee as my special and powerful patron, and to do all in my power to encourage devotion to thee. Amen

God bless you!
 
GOD please heal TheNeutral comfort them, and help them to see your plan in their suffering that they might know that you work all things out for their good. Please renew their SPIRIT and relinquish all doubts that they might faithfully serve you. Please LORD, lessen their pain. Thy will be done.

I am truly sorry you are going through this, even if He doesn’t answer, GOD LOVES YOU!

GOD bless!
 
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I read and then reread your post… I don’t know what your disorder is so can only go by your telling us.Obviously it is painful, but is it physically or psychologically painful? Either way it is eating away at you in a way that is harming you spiritually. Praying to our Lord for a healing and expecting it right then is not how it works, it’s like your testing God to see if you get an answer immediately. As far as going to a mystic, I don’t think you really believe that they can heal you or you probably would have gone already and that would have been wrong God does not create illusions. we do. Please do not give up hope nor your faith, for with them you will find Love which is God…Don’t give up on Him for He hasn.t given up on you. You are putting to much pressure on your self, Take your time, talk to God in a peaceful place, tell Him exactly how you feel…I promise you will get an answer. Will remember you at Mass today and in prayers…God Bless you.🦋🦋🦋
 
Thank you for all of your prayers. I appreciate it.
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I read and then reread your post… I don’t know what your disorder is so can only go by your telling us.Obviously it is painful, but is it physically or psychologically painful? Either way it is eating away at you in a way that is harming you spiritually. Praying to our Lord for a healing and expecting it right then is not how it works, it’s like your testing God to see if you get an answer immediately. As far as going to a mystic, I don’t think you really believe that they can heal you or you probably would have gone already and that would have been wrong God does not create illusions. we do. Please do not give up hope nor your faith, for with them you will find Love which is God…Don’t give up on Him for He hasn.t given up on you. You are putting to much pressure on your self, Take your time, talk to God in a peaceful place, tell Him exactly how you feel…I promise you will get an answer. Will remember you at Mass today and in prayers…God Bless you.🦋🦋🦋
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Are there any Mystics that are still alive today? I’ve been having trouble finding one.
 
I’m glad you cannot find one. There are loonies out there professing they are. Please stay with Jesus, He will never abandon you, as I said go to an open,. quiet place, a park.by the beach; early morning and open your heart, Scream. holler’ and cry.if need be,. He will hear y ou and you will hear Him. God Bless
 
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Saint Michael, the archangel, defend us in battle, be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the devil, may God rebuke him, we humbly pray. And do you, O’ Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God thrust into Hell Satan and all the other evil spirits who prowl about the world for the ruin of souls.

Amen.

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Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

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Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

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Prayer for a Miracle

God of all creation, you who spoke a simple command and brought forth light from
the darkness, I ask you now to send forth your miracle-working power to heal (TheNeutral). You cleansed the lepers, opened the eyes of the blind and by
speaking a simple command, you empowered the crippled to rise up and walk.
You sent forth your life-giving power to all those in need, including those you raised from
the dead. I ask you to send forth your healing power into TheNeutral’s body and give him the strength to fight his illness. I ask this through my Lord, Jesus Christ, your Son, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen

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God is simply making you more like Christ. He had to go through a lot of suffering, just like you. By enduring through pain, you are being given an opportunity to feel what Christ went through for us. Part of the Christian walk is to being conformed to the example of Christ. Next time you’re at a point where you feel like giving up, say “Thank you Lord for helping me understand what Christ went through for me”.

Rejoice in the fact that you are getting closer to Christ than most people. Your suffering brings you closer to the example of Christ, and since most people don’t suffer like you do, most people don’t get the opportunity to walk with Christ like you do. I’m praying for you. May God heal you of whatever is bothering you.
 
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Our Father, Who art in heaven,
Hallowed be Thy Name.
Thy Kingdom come.
Thy Will be done, on earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil.
Amen.
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Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the Fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of death.
Amen.
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Saint Michael, the archangel, defend us in battle,
be our defense against the wickedness and snares
of the devil, may God rebuke him, we humbly pray.
And do you, O’ Prince of the Heavenly host, by the
power of God thrust into Hell Satan and all the other
evil spirits who prowl about the world for the ruin of souls.
Amen.
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St. Thérèse of Liseux Prayer From “Story of A Soul”
May today there be peace within.
May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be.
May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith.
May you use those gifts that you have received,
and pass on the love that has been given to you.
May you be content knowing you are a child of God.
Let this presence settle into your bones,
and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise, and love.
It is there for each and every one of us.
Amen.
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Lord, thank you that you are with me right now.
Your love surpasses all fear.
I give you the anxiety I feel.
I surrender all my worries to you.
Clear my mind;
Calm my heart;
Still my Spirit;
Relax my being, that, I may
always glorify you in everything
I write, speak and do.
Amen.
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Jesus, Help Me
Thank You, dear Lord Jesus.
Amen.
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Prayers said. All will be well. Do not fear, the Lord is protecting you.
Do not be lonely, your guardian angel is beside you.
Be comforted, Mother will watch over you, and the
Holy Spirit will guide you.
Amen.
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Prayer Against Depression
By St Ignatius of Loyola
O Christ Jesus
When all is darkness
And we feel our weakness and helplessness,
Give us the sense of Your Presence,
Your Love and Your Strength.
Help us to have perfect trust
In Your protecting love
And strengthening power,
So that nothing may frighten or worry us,
For, living close to You,
We shall see Your Hand,
Your Purpose, Your Will through all things.
Amen.

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Let Nothing Disturb You
Let nothing disturb you,
Let nothing frighten you,
All things are passing away:
God never changes.
Patience,
Obtains all things,
Whoever has God
Lacks nothing:
God alone suffices.
Amen.

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My Jesus,
I believe that You are
present in the Most Holy Sacrament.
I love You above all things, and
I desire to receive You into my soul.
Since I cannot at this moment receive
You sacramentally, come at least spiritually
into my heart. I embrace You
as if You were already there and
unite myself wholly to You.
Never permit me to be separated
from You.
Amen.
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Thank You dear Lord Jesus, always and
everywhere, for everything.
Amen.
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Jesus, I trust in You.
Amen.
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Please don’t give up. Our Lord sees your suffering and sustains you in it, even when the consolation is not perceived. We have His promise never to leave us and that sufferings work something beautiful in us and build the body of Christ.

I am praying for you now…
  • Our Father…Hail Mary…Glory be…
    And a prayer with you in our sufferings…
Behold us, beloved Jesus,
weighed down under the burden of trials and sufferings,
We cast ourselves at Your feet,
that You may renew strength and courage,
while we rest here in Your Presence.
Permit us to lay down our cross in Your Sacred Heart,
for only Your infinite goodness can sustain;
only Your love can help us bear our cross;
only Your powerful hand can lighten its weight.
O Divine King, Jesus,
whose heart is so compassionate to the afflicted,
We wish to live in You;
suffer and die in You.
During life be to us both model and support;
At the hour of death,
be our hope and our refuge.
Amen.

Immerse yourself in prayer, adoration, and scripture for the sake of resting in Jesus, without focus on your suffering. We may ask what we will, but Please be encouraged by these words from Sacred Scripture and submit to God:

About Jesus: “he was despised and rejected by others, a man of suffering and acquainted with infirmity; and as from one whom others hide their faces he was despised, and we held him of no account.” Isaiah 53.3

St. Paul giving thanks after affliction: “Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and the God of all consolation, who consoles us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to console those who are in any affliction…” 2 Cor 1.1-4

St Paul encourages us to faith: “so we do not lose heart. Even though our outer nature is wasting away, our inner nature is being renewed day by day, for this slight momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all measure, because we look not at what can be seen but at what cannot be seen; for what can be seen is temporary, but what cannot be seen is eternal” 2 Cor 4.16-18
 
Saint Michael, the archangel, defend us in battle, be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the devil, may God rebuke him, we humbly pray. And do you, O’ Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God thrust into Hell Satan and all the other evil spirits who prowl about the world for the ruin of souls.

Amen.

†

Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

†

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

†

Prayer for a Miracle

God of all creation, you who spoke a simple command and brought forth light from
the darkness, I ask you now to send forth your miracle-working power to heal (TheNeutral). You cleansed the lepers, opened the eyes of the blind and by
speaking a simple command, you empowered the crippled to rise up and walk.
You sent forth your life-giving power to all those in need, including those you raised from
the dead. I ask you to send forth your healing power into TheNeutral’s body and give him the strength to fight his illness. I ask this through my Lord, Jesus Christ, your Son, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen

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