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jenny2682
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Hello Brothers and Sisters!
I ask you uphold me in prayer as I can not. Four months ago during a MS attack my fiancee cruelly broke off engagement after months of tearing down my srlf esteem. Things like saying what value does your life have if you don’t work or you don’t know what I put up with. I had to leave the job I had because while sick he would not give me the equipment I needed thst was at his house. I started a 12 step program for codependency a few monthd ago to help with self esteem because I seem to get in relationships thst are not good-because I figure I am lucky they would date me at all. I am unemployed, exhausted and started interferon shots that are leaving me very sick and depressed. My son is also depressed, not trying in college and I found out is smoking marijuana again. I don’t know what to do or if I have any value anymore. A few months ago I was happy working created a house etc. That is all gone. It might have been an illusion as I saw this persons true colors and saw him put me down when sick. My vision is 100% again, I can walk etc but am shell shocked and have no esteem. Please pray for health, strength, healing. I just feel so low anf that yes I don’t have value.
I ask you uphold me in prayer as I can not. Four months ago during a MS attack my fiancee cruelly broke off engagement after months of tearing down my srlf esteem. Things like saying what value does your life have if you don’t work or you don’t know what I put up with. I had to leave the job I had because while sick he would not give me the equipment I needed thst was at his house. I started a 12 step program for codependency a few monthd ago to help with self esteem because I seem to get in relationships thst are not good-because I figure I am lucky they would date me at all. I am unemployed, exhausted and started interferon shots that are leaving me very sick and depressed. My son is also depressed, not trying in college and I found out is smoking marijuana again. I don’t know what to do or if I have any value anymore. A few months ago I was happy working created a house etc. That is all gone. It might have been an illusion as I saw this persons true colors and saw him put me down when sick. My vision is 100% again, I can walk etc but am shell shocked and have no esteem. Please pray for health, strength, healing. I just feel so low anf that yes I don’t have value.

