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namax91
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Hello. I would like this answered as soon as possible please. 1000 apologies for the length of this post. I will pray for everybody who answers this post especially today. Sorry if I seem frantic. So 33 days ago I decided to begin the St. Louis de Montfort 33-day total consecration. I did not know what I was getting myself into I thought it was basically an extended novena. I have several questions, today being my consecration day.
First of all, I did not realize that I was supposed to begin the consecration on a Marian feast. Does that automatically mean that my work has been in vain?
Also, I have committed some rather serious sins during these 33 days. Should I have waited until I sorted out my issues of sin before I began the consecration?
Basically I’m wondering if I’m mature enough spiritually for this consecration. Would it be bad if I don’t do the consecration today, but wait until I feel ready? Could I just save the consecration prayer for when I am ready, or should I wait for a Marian feast and start over with the 33 days?
Aso, I read that I am supposed to receive the sacrament of Reconciliation within the novena of my consecration and also Holy Communion. I have an appointment for Reconciliation today, but am I supposed to receive Communion today or can I just wait for Sunday? (I am handicapped so it’s not like I could just go to Mass whenever.)
Speaking of Communion, it looks like there is a battery of things I’m supposed to do before and after receiving Communion after the consecration. Am I supposed to do all of this each time I receive ? Could I at least do the post Communion prayers when I get home? That would be more realistic for me.
Finally, I wonder if in some ways following the rigors of this consecration would do more harm than good for me. For one thing, I battle depression and so much of this prayer involves putting yourself down. The thing I will always remember of the consecration is St. Louis saying that I must think of myself as less than human. I don’t think this is the best thing for someone who battles depression. Also, I am very scrupulous as you can probably tell by this post and I don’t want it to get worse.
So, after admitting all this, what do people here think? Should I wait until I am more spiritually mature and then do the whole thing again? Or should I go ahead with the final consecration prayers? I’m wondering if the devil is trying to dissuade me from the consecration. Thank you so much!
First of all, I did not realize that I was supposed to begin the consecration on a Marian feast. Does that automatically mean that my work has been in vain?
Also, I have committed some rather serious sins during these 33 days. Should I have waited until I sorted out my issues of sin before I began the consecration?
Basically I’m wondering if I’m mature enough spiritually for this consecration. Would it be bad if I don’t do the consecration today, but wait until I feel ready? Could I just save the consecration prayer for when I am ready, or should I wait for a Marian feast and start over with the 33 days?
Aso, I read that I am supposed to receive the sacrament of Reconciliation within the novena of my consecration and also Holy Communion. I have an appointment for Reconciliation today, but am I supposed to receive Communion today or can I just wait for Sunday? (I am handicapped so it’s not like I could just go to Mass whenever.)
Speaking of Communion, it looks like there is a battery of things I’m supposed to do before and after receiving Communion after the consecration. Am I supposed to do all of this each time I receive ? Could I at least do the post Communion prayers when I get home? That would be more realistic for me.
Finally, I wonder if in some ways following the rigors of this consecration would do more harm than good for me. For one thing, I battle depression and so much of this prayer involves putting yourself down. The thing I will always remember of the consecration is St. Louis saying that I must think of myself as less than human. I don’t think this is the best thing for someone who battles depression. Also, I am very scrupulous as you can probably tell by this post and I don’t want it to get worse.
So, after admitting all this, what do people here think? Should I wait until I am more spiritually mature and then do the whole thing again? Or should I go ahead with the final consecration prayers? I’m wondering if the devil is trying to dissuade me from the consecration. Thank you so much!