Utterly disruptive blasphemous thoughts

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Please pray for me. I suffered a major nervous breakdown, and now even as I’m close to convalescence I still can hardly pray or seriously think about God without blasphemous thoughts blasting through my head so hard I can’t even keep speaking. People have had to ask me if I’m alright at church because I literally flinch and choke on my words. I can barely pray or worship. I don’t know if it’s sickness, Satan, or both — as I’ve never had this particular “symptom” before I converted. If it’s worth anything, I got stupid and over-zealous a few months ago and offered myself as a victim soul. I then got diabetes, liver pain (that quickly subsided) and the worst mental health crisis I’ve ever gone through combined with a convenient coalescence and confluence of circumstances that caused me to be unable to successfully receive treatment for several months.

I honestly think there’s some oppression going on here, but I really don’t know. And I doubt, with my psychiatric issues and the general lack of charismatics here (if you know what I mean), that I can get religious help.
 
Yeah… the thoughts just changed to stuff like “Hail Satan” after I posted that, and I feel kind of weepy.
 
Please persevere with your psychiatric treatment, and seek other supportive counseling recommended by a medical practitioner. There can often be improvements to this sort f distress. You will then be more free to make the sort of spiritual choices that you feel are right for you.
 
I pray that these thoughts are replace with those of the Lord.
 
Almighty God, from whom all thoughts of truth and peace proceed, kindle in the hearts of all men the true love of peace, and guide with Your pure and peaceable wisdom those who make decisions for the nations of the earth; that in tranquility Your kingdom may go forward, till the earth be filled with the knowledge of Your love; through Jesus Christ our Lord.

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Asking on WoundedIcon’s behalf for the intercession of

St. Michael the Archangel
St. Benedict
St. Catherine of Siena
St. Margaret of Cortona
St. Christina the Astonishing
St. Dymphna
St. Philomena
 
***Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of death.

Amen***
 
Father Almighty, please grant Your healing onto Wounded Icon so that they may be restored to good health in mind and body. Protect, guard, guide, and defend them from evil. May they continue to take their medications and follow the advice of their doctor. Bless them, Lord God, so that they may find peace and be able to pray and serve You without distractions. AMEN.
 
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