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Optimus_Prime
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When I was confirmed as a teen (I am 43 now) I was a committed Evangelical in belief but still going to Mass for my mother’s sake. I recieved confirmation but remember actively disbelieving that I was actually recieving anything because I thought I already was full of the Holy Spirit. I vaguely remember even having an arrogant disbelief during the actual confirmation that the Bishop was effecting anything.
My priest thinks that because I believed in Jesus that my ignorance did not invalidate my confirmation. I am certainly was ignorant but may have been inwardly hostile to the idea of the sacrament effecting something I knew I already had by faith. I reverted five years ago but it bothers me that I may have invalidated the sacrament by wrong intention and therefore need a conditional confirmation. The thought that I may not have the fullness of the Holy Spirit relly bothers me.
Thoughts?
My priest thinks that because I believed in Jesus that my ignorance did not invalidate my confirmation. I am certainly was ignorant but may have been inwardly hostile to the idea of the sacrament effecting something I knew I already had by faith. I reverted five years ago but it bothers me that I may have invalidated the sacrament by wrong intention and therefore need a conditional confirmation. The thought that I may not have the fullness of the Holy Spirit relly bothers me.
Thoughts?