A person who I came to know, just in the nick of time, I call him my Guardian Angel.
I have suffered a terrible tragedy as my daughter last year at 17 years old became paralyzed from the chest down after a long hospital stay. Today she sits in a wheel chair and doesn’t have the normal life most kids her age have. It’s a cross God gave to my daughter and myself, as her mother I suffer even more through emotional anguish. My Guardian Angel, helped turn me and my daughter to God, to Jesus, to the Holy Spirit. He taught us to pray with more meaning, look for our blessings and give Glory to God. Every time I was depressed, lifeless, negative, blaming, he told me I let the devil in, I was letting the devil rob me of my life and my daughter’s life. He told me if I gave my problems to God, I needed to leave it there and trust He will see us through. God has different plans for different people. Ironically, his wife, suffers from the same affliction you have and cannot stay pregnant, she miscarries within the first 2 months…all the time. His wife has become very depressed and it’s strained their marriage. However, as he explains, his wife must understand perhaps it’s not God’s will for her to have children…not her own. She must accept it, and keep her ears open to what else God has in store for her. Depression is nothing more than the devil keeping us down and robbing us of any type of happiness we might have. If we allow it, it keeps snowballing until we’ve fallen way away from God…and the devil wins.
My daughter and I have to fight the devil off every day. My daughter goes through periods of ups and downs and so do I, but we tell the devil to go away and ask the Holy Spirit to fill us and take the negative thoughts away. It works!!
We must accept God’s desire and Will for Our life, not what WE WANT. And, we must have patience, lots of patience. Do not give up on praying for a child, but DO NOT get depressed, DO NOT let the devil rob you of your God given life!! Think of all the blessings you DO HAVE and what you DO HAVE, give the Glory to God!
Dear God, your daughter in Christ so desires to have a child. Please let your will be done and remember you gave Sarah and Abraham Isaac, Rebekah, Esau and Jacob, Jacob’s wife Rachel gave birth to Joseph. All these women were barren for many years. You made impossible situations, possible. Please hear the prayer of this woman! Amen!