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TLM08
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Before my conversion a few years ago, I was browsing the internet and curiosity let me to follow a link and click on an actual video of someone being killed in a particularly savage manner at the hands of another. Immediately, I was deeply repulsed from what had entered my eyes. I even felt guilty for having watched it. Unfortunately, these images of real brutality are quite common these days. As a grown man of almost 50 years of age, with a military & law enforcement background I’ve seen a lot in my life, but pictures of abortions make me want to cry.
I took notice that my physical and mental reaction was the exact opposite of the response my brain and body felt when viewing pornography. The pornograhy had a very strong pull of attraction towards it where the violence immediately made me profoundly sad and physically sick. In short, I never wanted to see material like that again. It is commonly known that sadistic serial killers often experience sexual arousal from viewing or committing violent acts. In other words, their mental “wires” are somehow crossed.
It didn’t take long for me to draw the connection with the idea that pornography viewers are watching an act that is potentially the BEGINNING of human life, while the violent images presented to the eyes the ENDING of a human life.
Also of note was the fact that fictional violence of movies and video games have simply of little or no effect at least on the vast majority of young people. I would also have to ask myself which is more harmful to the developing brain of youngsters… pornography or images of real violence? It’s gotta make me wonder. Unfortunatly the internet is awash with both!

I took notice that my physical and mental reaction was the exact opposite of the response my brain and body felt when viewing pornography. The pornograhy had a very strong pull of attraction towards it where the violence immediately made me profoundly sad and physically sick. In short, I never wanted to see material like that again. It is commonly known that sadistic serial killers often experience sexual arousal from viewing or committing violent acts. In other words, their mental “wires” are somehow crossed.
It didn’t take long for me to draw the connection with the idea that pornography viewers are watching an act that is potentially the BEGINNING of human life, while the violent images presented to the eyes the ENDING of a human life.
Also of note was the fact that fictional violence of movies and video games have simply of little or no effect at least on the vast majority of young people. I would also have to ask myself which is more harmful to the developing brain of youngsters… pornography or images of real violence? It’s gotta make me wonder. Unfortunatly the internet is awash with both!