I’m not really sure if I can help, because I am in the same predicament as you

I think the Latin Mass is beautiful, I think the old traditions of the Church are beautiful too. They really remind me who it is that we are worshiping, and how worthy of reverence, honor and respect He is!
Have you tried kneeling for Communion and receiving on the tongue? I think it is the most beautiful way to receive Jesus. After all, if we really believe that He is truly, completely present in the Eucharist, shouldn’t we receive Him as reverently and humbly as possible? I think if Jesus were to appear in front of us, we would not be worthy enough to just stand before Him. I think we would probably fall to His feet, since He is so majestic, and we are all sinners…
It takes courage to receive Jesus in this way though, especially if no one else does in your parish. I started kneeling for Communion just this year, and sometimes still find it really, really hard, mainly because I worry that other people think I’m being “over the top”, “weird” or that I’m “holier than thou”. I’ve found that if I pray a quick prayer to my Guardian Angel and the Holy Spirit while lining up for Holy Communion, I have the courage to kneel, and I also worry less about what others think of me. I should also add that I never, ever regret receiving Jesus in this way, no matter how hard it is . I feel Jesus’ peace and presence inside of me so, so much more when I kneel.
Another thing that some Traditional Catholics do during the Mass is to bow their head slightly each time the names of Jesus and Mary are mentioned, out of respect.
If you are a female, you could try veiling at Mass, another beautiful aspect of our traditional faith, and a visible act of humility, reverence and submission to the Lord. Again though, it takes courage.
I’m not sure if I answered your question, but I hope I have helped! God bless you!