Hello all,
this is my first post here - I’ve been a member and reading along for awhile but I’ve never posted before.
I’m German and have been living in Sweden for seven years. I’m a doctor and will be finishing my specialty training in psychiatry this summer.
Physician assisted suicide is much discussed here in Sweden. Since laws have been passed in other European countries, it’s becoming more and more probable Sweden will be one of the next.
I see people suffering every day. I’ve seen people die of cancer. I’ve been suicidal during a depressive episode myself. I can say that thinking of writing such a prescription makes me sick. I do emphatise, and I’ve seen lots of research on this - showing that it’s not about the pain, it’s almost always about keeping in control and not being dependent on others.
Who am I to decide that this person’s suffering is enough to let them die, and this other person’s isn’t?
Everyone is always talking about how mental illnesses don’t “qualify”, but event though most of my colleagues don’t like to see this, there are patients we cannot help. There are patients who won’t reach a remission from their depression, who have to suffer for years on end. Who am I to judge if their pain is more or less than anyone else’s?
It honestly baffles me how some colleagues thinks this is a clear-cut matter. I had the possibility to meet colleagues from the Netherlands at an international congress a short time ago, and while none of them takes this responsibility lightly, a lot of them seem to think that they think it’s ok they have that responsibility in the first place.
Long story short - I can’t give life, and I can’t see how it’s right that I should be taking it. I can’t imagine my name on a prescription that is made to kill another person. That’s not what I signed up for, and I hope it’ll take some time until I will have to deal with this - though I’m doubtful it will be too long.
PS - to address the cases mentioned before, there is a huge difference between withholding/not wanting treatment, and ending a life directly.