I have recently committed a mortal sexual sin, and I feel horrible. Since I am unable to go to confession right now, is there anything I could do nevertheless, like penance? Or do I just put it behind me and let it be washed away when I get baptized?
Until you are able to go to Sacramental Confession, you may do an examination of conscience. Ask God forgiveness of every sin you have ever committed. Ask for the grace & strength to avoid those sins in the future! Do some kind of reparation. If you can go to Church & sit with God’s present in the Tabernacle It really helps.
Catholics dedicate their day to God in the Morning. Below is a sample prayer.
O Jesus through the immaculate heart of Mary, I offer you all my prayers, works, joys, and sufferings of this day. In union with all the Masses said through out the world. In reparation for my sins. For all the intentions of the Holy Father for this month I pray.
Every evening examine your conscience, and repent.
Oh God I am heartly sorry for having offended thee. I detest all of my sins, because I dread the loss of Heaven and the pains of Hell. But most of all because they offend Thee my God who art all good, and deserving of all my love! I firmly resolve to confess my sins, to do penance, and to avoid the near occassion of sin. In the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit.
Praying for you!
