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Talk to God of course! Better yet, as others have said…just listen. I agree that spiritual reading is a good start, but after a few visits, I’ll bet you are content to just sit and visit with no agenda.
I tend to start babbling on, reporting to Jesus what was on my mind, whatever I was thinking, before I walked into the Adoration Chapel.
yep, I sound pretty chatty much of the time. Then, after about 17 hours (only kidding!) it occurs to me that now that I’ve gotten all that schtuff off my chest, it would probably be a good idea to shut up. If for no other reason so that I can listen… or at least pay attention to God’s speaking to me… He’s right here!! In a mystical way that He isn’t elsewhere…
MAN! That’s the hardest thing at all in the world for me to ever do… I’m such an extreme extrovert!
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So… for me to switch gears to low gear, sometimes I just start saying the Lord’s Prayer… as slow as I possibly can.
I’ve been known to take 45 minutes to say just ONE Our Father (Lord’s prayer). At each phrase, I rephrase and repeat it.
Like this…
Our Father… (now, what does the word “father” mean to me, anyway? And why is it that Jesus said to say “Our Father?” And why did he start it out that way? Hey… God is MY Father… not just theirs… hmm… hey… okay…)
I’ll sit at that thought, mulling it over, like it’s the last piece of a caramel in my mouth that I’d been chewing on, and now that the caramel was soft and warm, I just sucked on the caramel “juice” and moving it around in my mouth. (this is an analogy of mulling over whatever I’m contemplating in my heart and mind)
Then, I return to the Lord’s Prayer, with thinking about the next phrase (“Who art in heaven”). Heaven… where hopefully I’m headed… Jesus, thanks for suffering like that and dying for me… ME! Heaven… the Kingdom… the now and the not yet. God is there… and here… are you here yet in my heart, God? Jesus… Real Presence right in front of me! Hey… is Mass a window to Heaven?
See what I mean?
Hope that helps?
