As much as I would like to be once again, Catholic, I’m not quite there yet. It’s very true that while I attend the Latin Mass on occasion (which I’m slowly increasing the frequency of attendance), I feel “outside the Church”. Because of my “state”, I do not take communion as to not cause a greater blaspheme.
I do think that I’m getting closer to overcoming this one challenge, but at the rate I’m progressing, I still have considerable distance to cover.
Also, on an intellectual level, I’m not as literate on Catholicism as I should be. In terms of hard books, I’ve only actually read the Holy Bible, History of the Church and am currently reading the Catechism.
At best, I would say that I am a Christian with past religious ties to Latin-Rite Catholicism. The things that would probably exclude myself would be positions on contraception, how I see the story of Onan and Er, masturbation, etc.
I consider certain methods of contraception to be no better than abortion, though I might be close to Paul_Rimmer’s current stance in declaring it “morally neutral”, with the exception that I acknowledge through human nature, birth control has dulled the mindset of Western Civ to the point where they forget the first and foremost purpose of sex is for procreation, not recreation. I have no problem with a married couple having recreational sex, though I worry that they’ll forget what it’s actually for to the point where it truly does convert the marital act into a corruption of lust.
I see Onan and Er more as a criminal act against Tamar and negligence of their familial duty of providing an heir for their brother rather than spilling seed on the ground. Spilling seed is an act of defiance of that order given to them, not a blanket statement to all of humanity.
I see masturbation more as a gateway to potentially further worse sin such as fornication or pornography. The only thing that annoys me is that logically one leads to the other if nothing more than man’s rebellious nature in pushing the envelope to first bend, then break the rules.
And yet I do Fish Friday Every Friday, regardless of Lent because I admire the old culture better then the one that exists today. Good grief, how much more messed up can my priorities possibly get?