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Misguidedyouth
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Hi,
I’m reading the Bible and am now past Chap. 21 where God tests Abrahams faith by asking him to sacrafice his son. Throughout the Bible, I have heard that people have been spoken to by God. Well Im having some trouble. I have lost touch with God. Im having atheistic thoughts and I had a thought that I couldnt drive away about God doesnt exist, but I dont believe it. I mean, I don’t want to, but maybe too many thoughts are making me believe this? Can repetitive thoughts make me believe things Idont want to? I feel that talking to a priest might be enough, and I realized what a terrible gluttonous person I am. Im selfish and Ive treated people badly. Why cant I hear God? I wish God would tell me what I want. In the Bible people have been spoken to by God in dreams, all my dreams are about me sinnning and doing horrible occult things. Im scared. Is this a message for me to accept that Im going to hell or what? I dont know what to think, I wish God would tell me what I could do to serve him. What does God want of me? How can I know what is really God and what is my subconcious fear of hell?
Thanks for any help
I’m reading the Bible and am now past Chap. 21 where God tests Abrahams faith by asking him to sacrafice his son. Throughout the Bible, I have heard that people have been spoken to by God. Well Im having some trouble. I have lost touch with God. Im having atheistic thoughts and I had a thought that I couldnt drive away about God doesnt exist, but I dont believe it. I mean, I don’t want to, but maybe too many thoughts are making me believe this? Can repetitive thoughts make me believe things Idont want to? I feel that talking to a priest might be enough, and I realized what a terrible gluttonous person I am. Im selfish and Ive treated people badly. Why cant I hear God? I wish God would tell me what I want. In the Bible people have been spoken to by God in dreams, all my dreams are about me sinnning and doing horrible occult things. Im scared. Is this a message for me to accept that Im going to hell or what? I dont know what to think, I wish God would tell me what I could do to serve him. What does God want of me? How can I know what is really God and what is my subconcious fear of hell?
Thanks for any help
