My Guardian Angel stayed me from taking my own life. Twice.
I was a bullied child, and in the Portuguise system, the bullied is always seen as the one who tauts the bullies…so, I was so desperate that I tried to take my life by jumping off my 5th floor window…20 meters away from the ground. When I was about to jump, I heard a voice calling my name and saying “what in heavens are you doing?” to what I answered withought looking back “I want to end it all”. Suddently, I feel myself being pulled back to to ground and hugged as the words “There are other ways to make it stop. Trust into God, that He shall direct your path.”
Since then, I went though seven more years of emotional and physical torture, including a near-rape. My Guardian Angel always “inspired” me on my way to talk myself out of some situations, and even when I was sent to the hospital after beatings, I could always feel his powerfull and cherishing force comforting me after those trials when I had nobody to turn to. I must say, to put things at context, that I live in an atheist family, and that I was actively disencouraged of practicing any type of religion then, so God wasen’t exactly on my thoughts. But after those events…I defied my family and embarqued on a faith journey which lead me to where I am now.
For a reason I consecrated myself to St Michael the Archangel, and my primary devotion becides my duties as a lay religious is to the Holy Angels, then to the Holy Souls.