My friend, God permitting one to hold their own opinion, in NO WAY means that He accepts it.
No one teaching can, may or does have the Power or Authority yo override, make volid or invalidate another…
Clear and precisely is the language Christ choose to explain and share HIS Truth [always singular per defined issue] of giving all of the key’s to His Kingdom [Mt 16:18-19]
and then personally warranting it [jn 17: 17-19] and then commanding the Apostles and there successors [Mt 10:1-8 compared to Mt 28:16-20] that THEY should teach His Truths to the entire world.
You my friend have to decide which truths you;ll accept? God’s or the very human men who established your church in order to compete with Christ Catholicism…
I suggest that you PRAY MUCH, as much is at stake.
God Bless you!
Patrick