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theMutant
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Hermione,This is a very scary situation for me to be in. A lot of the time I find myself having a very strong faith, but there are times when I think about why God had to become man, and whether Jesus really was the Son of God. I find myself subconsciously influenced by my secular upbringing which was filled with very anti-God and anti-Catholic attitudes.
I need help in growing in faith. I think that if I knew Catholic teaching very well and truly understood why it has to be this way and not another, my faith would grow.
It sounds like you are suffering through what is referred to as spiritual dry spells. Don’t despair for you are in good company. Many of the greatest saints wrote about how they felt spiritually bereft and didn’t understand why God did and allowed what He did. I’ve heard that the private writings of Blessed Mother Teresa - which are being considered in her cause for canonization - reveal much the same.
You are turning toward God and there is a power that yearns to divert you from that course. I don’t say this to instill you with fear, for with God, you have nothing to fear from the Enemy. You can be assured of my prayers for you as well as, I’m sure, from the others who have read your post. It has been said that God only allows the strongest of souls to endure the greatest challenges. Regardless of how we feel, He always gives us the Grace we need. With that in mind, I ask for your prayers as well!