Dear Linux: I do think your decision to leave the Church is ungrounded, and possibly too hasty. Let me try to help.
I thought at one time the institution was Christian but with all the Liberalism and Traditional fighting and the history of many bad popes that I found in Absolute Monarchs: A History of the Papacy (Recommended by Roy5) than if you like something that traditional minded Catholics hate or don’t like something they love your a liberal or bad Catholic, I don’t need that or want it…
Let’s start with this: have you read the Catechism? That is official Church teaching, so if you have a question about something, that is the first place to turn. “Liberal and Traditional fighting” has no bearing whatsoever on whether the Church is the fullness of Truth, the original Church Christ started or not.
“The history of many bad popes”…ummm, can you name more than 5 bad popes? 5 is not “many”, especially considering there have been 265 of them. So are you telling me that you would not take a 260/265 (98%) on a test any day of the week? By comparison, show me a single monarchy or other institutional head (US presidents, for example) with a better record. You will find far more abuse of power anywhere else, not to mention no other institution has been around for 2,000 years.
It appears to me that you are worried far too much about what others think of you, rather than how you appear in the eyes of God. You are a precious child of God, and He wants you in communion with His Church. So long as you are faithful to the Church teachings, it matters not what people say about you. The Church is not “Traditional” or “Liberal”; the Church just
Is. You can’t go find the “Liberal Catholic” section in the Catechism. Either you are a faithful Catholic, or you are a wayward Catholic. And the only thing that matters is where you stand with God.
This institution can not be the holder and bearer of truth (Many Christians in it though).
Why not? Because people in the Church sometimes make mistakes? Do you not recall how even when Christ, God Himself was physically here on Earth, that even He couldn’t stop His closest friends from betraying Him and handing Him over to be crucified? People make mistakes. The truly Christian thing to do is forgive and pray for those who persecute you.
Went to the new mass and hated it so I left finally.
My goodness, there are only a handful of changes, most of them very minor. So you are willing to throw away the Eucharist because you don’t like the liturgy? Do you fully understand what the Eucharist is?
Also I don’t feel the Catholic Church is compatible with American ideals when they want on to accept everything with docility, America was and is just the opposite. We were founded on rebellion and it’s in our blood and Protestantism is much more American.
So you are first and foremost American, and not Christian? Last I checked, Jesus was all about docility (blessed are the peacemakers…). Who cares if American ideals don’t jive with Catholic teaching? Christ and His Church supersede any and all political, social, and moral ideologies. What happened to the 1st Commandment? God, then country, remember?
There are things that Catholics look done on. As an example I am a Creationist but most Catholics think I am out of my gourd and another is I support the DP but looked down upon by many Catholics.
I, for one, would fight you tooth and nail over Creationism, but I would also acknowledge your right within the Church to adhere to that position. I’m afraid the only DP I know of is “double play”. Care to enlighten me? What is this DP you speak of?
It easier being with those who share your belief so leaving was all I have left and reverting to Protestantism in which I was raised
I agree that it is easier being with those who share your belief, but it is of no consequence if that belief you share is wrong. What matters is Truth, not feelings. I admit that being a faithful Catholic is not easy, but it is
right, and that makes all the difference.
God bless you, and I am praying for you.