In a sense what you are asking for is each person’s “conversion” story. That is probably why you found TOP’s answer meaningful. Some stories are a continuous journey of conversion from youth on; others may be more dramatic, especially if they have abandoned or doubted. I cared only about TRUTH and begged God for it. (Having intelectually determined that Jesus was not God, I was experiencing the bleakest, emptiest, most meaningless emotional period I ever hope to go through.) I remember pleading with God to give me some peace if what I believed was true; but if I was wrong, to please show me the truth.
Immediately after my conversion experience I had an absolute hunger to read every word Jesus ever spoke. That was 40+ years ago. The emotional intensity of the hunger passed with time and was replaced with something even better the longer I read the Bible and the more I studied it - and I don’t know how to describe that properly in words. (Tried in a couple sentences here, but ended up deleting them.)
I am a reader. And something on a very practical level that never ceases to amaze me, is how I can read and reread Scripture and it is always alive; a new insight can come from a passage I may have read/heard as many as 100 times before. As I said, I’m a reader, and there is absolutely no other book I could even stand to read and reread so often ---- let alone continue to find new depths and wonders.
Nita
you hit it on the nose for me as well. over time, i have just found that bit by bit, it is all true. it comes alive and comes true in my life. many times i have said, “oh my gosh. it is true. it is real. i can’t believe this. i must not forget this.”
of course, just like the Israelites, time passes and if you don’t actively keep it alive, it fades away. probably why people in general have memorials.
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anyways, not only has God’s words been consistently true for the millionth time since my conversion about 4 years ago (including answers from the Catholic Church), but there are many “coincidences” that i know are just too impossible to be “coincidences”.
for the Bible to not be the actual words of God, there would need to be a super intelligence that can manipulate time/space and matter around me, including of course the complete manipulation of my mind and conscience. if this is true, i.e. some super alien or government power or “matrix”, then it is futile for me to fight it and i willingly submit.
so unless Morpheus appears to me with two pills and a flip phone, all signs and logic point to God the Creator, the Word Incarnate, Jesus Christ, the Word of God, in the Holy Bible.
as a former agnostic/atheist i pray that everyone may have a chance to be as blessed as some of us are to see clearly, His truth, and to be filled with a joy that surpasses anything on Earth. there is more out there, and Jesus is the Way.
