I can imagine imagine St Peter in this situation. Yes, St Peter died a martyrs death but a long time before his martyrs death let us not deny the fact that St Peter was also at one time a terrified, frail, human male…who also denied our Lord 3 times…
John 18:15-27
17 Then the servant girl who kept the door said to Peter, “You are not also one of this Man’s disciples, are you?”
He said, “I AM NOT.”…
25 Now Simon Peter stood and warmed himself. Therefore they said to him, “You are not also one of His disciples, are you?”
He denied it and said, “I AM NOT!”
26 One of the servants of the high priest, a relative of him whose ear Peter cut off, said, “Did I not see you in the garden with Him?” 27 PETER THEN DENIED AGAIN; and immediately a rooster crowed.
Peter denied his faith and God…when a servant girl asked him about his faith, when a group of people asked him about his faith, and when a priest asked him about his faith…Now lets imagine that a soldier had put a sword to St Peter’s neck at this exact moment in time in scripture? What do you think St Peter would have done? If St Peter was such a weak man to deny his faith to someone as simple as a mere servant girl…then I would bet money that St Peter would have still denied his faith at that point in time to a soldier holding a sword to his neck.
St Peter was at one time a Christian who denied his faith
As heroic as St Peter and his martyrdom is later in his life…let us not deny the fact he had at one time in his life been a frail, weak, human being who had denied his faith.