Vico, sacrilege of a sacred thing was the least of my problems.
I mean this in all charity and humility Vico, really I do, but God is more patient than than a quote from the Baltimore Catechism would lead us to believe. God can raise people from the dead and he came close to doing exactly that with me. And in all fairness, I really don’t know if it was because of my reception of the Eucharist or in spite of it.
But I know God’s mercy and patience are boundless, and that conversion is more often a long process rather than an event.
Thanks be to God.
-Tim-
God has more ways than the sacraments to help us in those time when we are not saved. If you were truly in a state of mortal sin, something which I cannot say nor would I presume to say such a thing, then you would not receive sanctifying grace, so it would be fair to say that if you knew you were in a state of mortal sin, that what happened was not due to reception of the Holy Eucharist. But we know that God has more ways than the sacraments to help us. Once a person is baptized validly strength is given.
CCC 1991 Justification is at the same time the acceptance of God’s righteousness through faith in Jesus Christ. Righteousness (or “justice”) here means the rectitude of divine love. With justification, faith, hope, and charity are poured into our hearts, and obedience to the divine will is granted us.
Now, if at sometime later, charity is lost through voluntary grave sin, one still has the virtues of faith and hope from baptism.
From
The Faith Explained, by Leo J. Trese (p. 124-127):
“… a habit bestowed upon the soul directly by God, is called a supernatural virtue… Chief among the supernatural virtues are those three which we call the theological virtues: faith, hope, and charity. … These three virtues are infused into our soul along with sanctifying grace, in the sacrament of Baptism.
and (p. 128-129),
“…it is only the supernatural faith, this virtue of divine faith which is infused at baptism, that makes it possible for us to believe firmly and completely all the truths, even the most ineffable and mysterious truths, which God has revealed. Without such faith we who have reached the use of reason cannot be saved. The virtue of faith alone will save the baptized infant, but with the age of reason there must be the act of faith as well.”
“The virtue of hope is implanted in the soul of the infant at baptism, along with sanctifying grace. Even the infant, once baptized, has the virtue of hope. … With the advent of reason, the virtue must find expression in the act of hope.”
and (p. 132),
“It is of course, the virtue of charity which is infused in our soul in the sacrament of Baptism. It still remains for use, when we have reached the use of reason , to exercise that virtue, to make acts of love. It is the power to make such acts of love, easily and in a supernatural manner, that is given us in baptism.”