Knowing your life on this earth hangs in the balance, what would you say if a killer with a gun asked what religion you belonged to?
If you are a Christian, would you admit it knowing that you might die for your answer, or would you deny it to live on for the sake of your family? This is a tough question for me. I would hope I could do the former. Some of those Christians in Oregon had to decide and some died for their faith rather than deny that Jesus Christ is their Lord. I think they are modern day martyrs.
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It depends on the exact situation, but in that particular situation, this is what I would say.
I would point out that this is a community college, not a seminary, and we are here to develop critical and independent thinking skills, we’re not working on being puppets.
I would also point out that most of us were raised around some type of religion and we are just now starting the process of making some decisions for ourselves, and most of us are likely to be using these different levels of freedom and space to drift away from what we grew up with and look into some other things. Just between us, I’ll point out that this is extremely plausible and it really does happen all the time, but I’m not going to say that in front of a killer. Instead, I might look around at everyone else and say “Right everybody? Isn’t that what we’re doing?” I would sincerely hope that everyone would have the common sense to think “Sure, I’m a college student and that sounds just like me, also I would like to live today.”
If I were pressed to say what my own religion is, I wouldn’t necessarily lie, but I would try very hard to say things that keep me alive. For example;
Killer: What about you, what is your religion? Are you a Christian?
Me: I guess my religion is the truth, I believe in seeking the truth. Probably about the same as you, I was raised in some form of religion like almost everyone around here but now I’m just starting to explore things on my own and I’m looking for the truth. You’re probably further along but I think we’re going through the same process.
Killer: What is the truth? What is your truth? Or something along those lines. Is Christianity the truth?
Me: I’ve been exploring some interesting sources outside of traditional organized religion, there’s some critical scholarship that I’ve been looking into and it’s raising some issues that I was never exposed to when I was growing up. But I’m just starting that process, I have a long way to go. It would really help if I was able to live long enough to continue finding out about all of this. What I do know is (here I could start talking about Bultmann and demythology, Ellegard and the Jesus Myth theory, Ehrman and textual corruption, Gunkel and form criticism, Lemche and biblical minimalism, Welhausen and the documentary hypothesis, maybe even a little bit of Thomas Paine or Thomas Jefferson or Spinoza). If there are any glaring holes in my knowledge, that’s because I’m just getting started with this and I am working on it. And aren’t we all working on seeking the truth, everybody? Everybody nod your head and agree that the truth is good so we can live, please.
And that would be my general strategy, assuming that I hadn’t found a heavy object to hurl at him within the first handful of seconds of him being in the room. If it did somehow come down to answering those questions, though, that’s how I would do it. I would say things that are plausible and fairly likely to make him think it actually might be a bad idea to kill these people. Granted, I would have no way of knowing exactly what he believes, but who really has a problem with “the truth”? Who doesn’t believe in seeking after the truth? I sincerely think that even the most unstable psychopath would think twice about killing someone if they believe that person truly wants to seek the truth, has the humility to know they don’t know everything about the truth yet, and they’d be willing to believe whichever truth is the right one if it’s properly presented.
Most of that is not completely true of my own personal experience, but then I didn’t go to a community college, I went to a private Evangelical school that has a seminary. If it happened there, I’m not sure what I would do, none of this would be nearly as plausible. At a community college, though, this should work pretty well.
But I would certainly hope that we would be able to distract and/or attack the gunman before he could control the room and line people up for execution.
If I do get killed for saying that, I don’t think I feel too bad. I might have gotten as far as feigning admiration for critical scholarship that I do not in fact agree with, but I wouldn’t plan on straight out denying Christ. I would imagine that I would actually die on account of changing the conversation and not getting with the decided-upon program, while talking about how important it is to seek the truth. Am I ashamed of misleading a killer by saying positive things about the pursuit of truth? No, not really, I don’t think I am ashamed of that. I feel pretty comfortable with taking this particular route in order to give myself and some other people a marginally better chance of staying alive.