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Continued prayers…
My dear friend you are very welcome.My goodness what a positive post this is.I am so pleased for you that you are keeping busy and making other friends…good on you girl!!!thank you all so much for your prayers, especially you tbcrawford - I really appreciate everything you’ve done.
I’m still hurting a lot but I’m getting better and putting my trust in the Lord. If me and my ex are supposed to be then one day we will be reunited, and if not I will find someone better…one day.
I went shopping yesterday with a friend who I like and I think likes me but its complicated so I don’t really know what to do about it? I have prayed a lot though so I guess it’ll work out if its supposed to.
I also went out for some drinks last night, a kind of “ladies night” as it was just me and four other girls. I had a fun night but I’m only close to one of them. She has a long term boyfriend and although she doesn’t take rubbish from people shes a really nice person. The other three are nice enough but not really my kind of people, they sleep around, get revenge on people they don’t like, gossip, etc. Granted I sometimes gossip myself (never to the extent they do though) and I obviously sin in other ways but I don’t understand society today. So many girls my age or similar age have had multipule partners and think its the best way to be. I really don’t want to be like that and know I won’t be but so many of the guys are like that too. For example my friend who I like, he’s not religious at all and I know hes slept around a lot but he is a really nice person and it was his reaction to his heart being badly broken a couple of years ago (this is how we became better friends and feelings started to develop for him because he understands what I’m going through and is helping me deal with things). I’m scared that if something happens between us he’ll expect me to sleep with him. I know he would never preassure me into doing somehting or anything like that but (especially where I am from) people who are similar age to me with similar interests never ever seem to have similar morals to me, and the ones who have similar morals always seem to be the fundamentalists who I find to be too extreme and more damaging in a way than those who don’t believe in much or in anything. So basically I don’t understand how I’m going to meet someone who is likeminded to me or what I should do?
thanks everyone
God bless and Merry Christmas xxx