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I was recently watching TV when a rather violent movie came on. The particular scene in question involved a criminal who tied an associate to a chair and then proceeded to inject him with potassium to cause him to die of a heart attack, all while the criminal’s other associate looked on (doing nothing except to complain and later attempt to revive the man who had been injected). I will admit that it was a rather disturbing scene.
The thought of the scene popped into my head a while later, and I indulged the thought, thinking of what I would do if I was present in the room at the time (pull a pistol on the criminal and shoot him before he could harm the man who was tied down). I started thinking of the best way to approach the matter if I was there.
I then realized that this wasn’t a wholesome thought and banished it from my mind, only to have a similar thought several minutes later (which I also briefly indulged in).
Looking back on the incident I realized that these thoughts were wrong and it was wrong for me to indulge them, but I am unsure if they were mortal sins or not.
Under what circumstances are indulged thoughts sinful (especially mortal), or are indulged thoughts not capable of being mortal? I am also unaware if I was aware of the gravity of the offense at the time I indulged the thoughts; I may have been half aware but I cannot remember clearly anymore. I just want to see if it was wrong for me to receive Communion today.
Pax Tecum.
The thought of the scene popped into my head a while later, and I indulged the thought, thinking of what I would do if I was present in the room at the time (pull a pistol on the criminal and shoot him before he could harm the man who was tied down). I started thinking of the best way to approach the matter if I was there.
I then realized that this wasn’t a wholesome thought and banished it from my mind, only to have a similar thought several minutes later (which I also briefly indulged in).
Looking back on the incident I realized that these thoughts were wrong and it was wrong for me to indulge them, but I am unsure if they were mortal sins or not.
Under what circumstances are indulged thoughts sinful (especially mortal), or are indulged thoughts not capable of being mortal? I am also unaware if I was aware of the gravity of the offense at the time I indulged the thoughts; I may have been half aware but I cannot remember clearly anymore. I just want to see if it was wrong for me to receive Communion today.
Pax Tecum.