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When one thinks they are wicked or evil and beyond hope … what I think you really mean is that you think you are unlovable. How could God love or why would God love such a wretched person? What this means is at that moment we do not love ourselves … we see and know the sin inside of us and we disgust ourselves. But God’s love is not bound or dependent on what we have done or will do. God loved us before we existed and promised to love us forever. You must pray and meditate on the fact and come to an understanding that God loves you more than you can ever imagine. If you are in the spirtual gutter … Jesus is right there beside you … he will never, ever leave you, he is not too proud to be with you even in your sin. Turn your attention from yourself and focus on the goodness of God … turn from the darkness inside you and look to the light beside you.