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Mackymac19083
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Ever since I was a child I wanted to be a priest but I tried to run away from it untill I turned 18 when I embraced it and started looking into religious orders and diocesen seminary I wanted to be a priest because all I ever wanted to was help people I always had a knack for people coming to me with their issues and some way or another I always had a way to help them people saw me as a mentor a father figure more then a peer so being a priest seemed like the choice that would suit me and make me happy and it did learning more about the church and what my dutites would entail was the happiest I ever was in my life but with all my happiness I was blocked at every turn from events in my life to priests telling me I’m not ready and then my father died and I had to take a bigger role in my family to take care of them and in those years I have experienced a lot, felt a loss of faith in the churchs role in my life more times then I cared to count but through it all I never stopped thinking of the priesthood I know my role in my life but in the church or not is something that I must come to realize soon because in the 22 years I have been on God’s green earth I need a direction so that I can finnally do what I have always been meant to do be a shepard of the people