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I was a teacher too. I worked in a little Catholic preschool within the commuter zone. Many people from CT didn’t come home that day.
We were out in the playground with our little 3-4 year olds. The morning was so fresh so pretty. I had just finished tying loose shoe laces and had stood back up. I sudden got a chill and realized it was way to quiet. No cars, no dogs, no one talking except for us and our little children. I had turned around checking my watch, realizing the the kids from the big school were way over due for their recess. And then I saw him the first father, running into our play ground. He had tears streaming down his face. He grabbed his little son in his arms, and started to run looking up at the sky. He had said under his voice “We’re at war! We’re at war!” As he ran out of the playground.
Suddenly my second father came running up to our yard. He looked so terrorized. I got to him and he said “We are under attack!” as calming as an adult could. I started following him in the building. He said I don’t want my son to see me yet. I suddenly realized he was hardly calm, he was just barely keeping his emotions in check. He took me into an empty class room where a TV was, my other teachers and staff were gather the children up to bring the in. When the TV was turned on in a matter of mere minutes we watched the second tower get hit. The horror on the father’s face I will never forget. He just said, “Oh God!”
His son was our newest birthday boy. His family had celebrated his 4th birthday the Sunday before. On Monday,The four year old arrived with a bright red fireman’s hat that his uncle had given him. His suprise birthday party had been at the firestation with family and friends and NYFD’s finest where his uncle worked. He had even gotten a ride in town on one of their big trucks.
When one of the teachers aids came around the corner with his prized hat still on, his father lost it. And began to collaspe and hold his little son closed to him. I gave them both a hug and gently as I could helped them on their way.
When I returned to the class room and the other teachers standing in shock. I sent one to make sure only one door was unlocked and another brought the phone with the cord to me and someone else brought a chair. From my angle I could hear and see when parents arrived, and man the phones and the other staff would try to keep the kids calm and let them play.
As I sat down to watch. I watched in horror as the first tower fell. I was in shock, later I would learn that my little 4 year old’s uncle was in tower two along with others from the same engine.
I won’t ever forget. Those somber minutes, hours, days, and weeks that followed. The children who woke up from a nightmare at naptime and carrying them down the hallway in my arms and praying rosaries over their cots as they slept. There was not a one of them who was not touched by this event.
We had to postpone the community helpers unit we had just started, for later that spring. We concintrated on weather, animals, bugs, and such.
I will never forget the long hours I spent before Jesus in adoration giving a weeping one a tissue. Or the smell of the air when the poor air alerts and ash weather reports were aired on the morning radio news as I drove to the school in the morning. There wasn’t an adult among us who didn’t know what that ash could be.
I won’t ever forget the man hunts that began in our city streets when it was identified that some of the men in the sleeper cell were living in our area. It wasn’t until later that we found out they were the terrorists who “piloted” the planes into the tower. I will never forget the strange illness that many of us came down with three weeks later. That took several rounds of antibiotics. Or the nurses faces when I came to the clinic with the symptoms back. Or the doctor who came to the triage room and said that they had just had a meeting with homeland security. And they issused a three day monster pill that killed the bug and made me sick. I won’t forget the terror of our postoffice being shutdown because of dangerous ammounts of anthrax found.
With hope though, I will always remember the day our little fireman came back, with a big smile on his face, and his precious plastic hat. He said it all. Dispite his loss he told his friends everything will be ok. Jesus said they are all with him including his uncle. But I tell you we had to get more fireman’s hats for our dress up station. If you asked a child within the commuter zone what they wanted to be when they grow up it was to be a fireman or police officer. They all wanted to be heros.
I will remember later that spring, the week after our community helpers unit. We had an accident with a electric griddle while we were cooking out green eggs and ham for Dr. Suess day. The smoke alarms went off and the big latter firetruck showed up. Many of that crew had spent weeks in the pit. It did all of our hearts good to see the children running up to hug their heros. They all got a tour of the truck and another run of the sirens. And then we sat down and had green eggs and ham. Those firefighters were uplifted and healed a little by our little ones’ laughter.
Whenever I see or talk to a service man or women, police, nurses, doctors, or firefighters I always make a point to thank them for their service. God bless all who serve others and may the Lord give us peace to make sure those lives lost were not in vain. So many good people died that day. Many hearts still ach, I know my dose still. I cried quite a bit to post this.
We were out in the playground with our little 3-4 year olds. The morning was so fresh so pretty. I had just finished tying loose shoe laces and had stood back up. I sudden got a chill and realized it was way to quiet. No cars, no dogs, no one talking except for us and our little children. I had turned around checking my watch, realizing the the kids from the big school were way over due for their recess. And then I saw him the first father, running into our play ground. He had tears streaming down his face. He grabbed his little son in his arms, and started to run looking up at the sky. He had said under his voice “We’re at war! We’re at war!” As he ran out of the playground.
Suddenly my second father came running up to our yard. He looked so terrorized. I got to him and he said “We are under attack!” as calming as an adult could. I started following him in the building. He said I don’t want my son to see me yet. I suddenly realized he was hardly calm, he was just barely keeping his emotions in check. He took me into an empty class room where a TV was, my other teachers and staff were gather the children up to bring the in. When the TV was turned on in a matter of mere minutes we watched the second tower get hit. The horror on the father’s face I will never forget. He just said, “Oh God!”
His son was our newest birthday boy. His family had celebrated his 4th birthday the Sunday before. On Monday,The four year old arrived with a bright red fireman’s hat that his uncle had given him. His suprise birthday party had been at the firestation with family and friends and NYFD’s finest where his uncle worked. He had even gotten a ride in town on one of their big trucks.
When one of the teachers aids came around the corner with his prized hat still on, his father lost it. And began to collaspe and hold his little son closed to him. I gave them both a hug and gently as I could helped them on their way.
When I returned to the class room and the other teachers standing in shock. I sent one to make sure only one door was unlocked and another brought the phone with the cord to me and someone else brought a chair. From my angle I could hear and see when parents arrived, and man the phones and the other staff would try to keep the kids calm and let them play.
As I sat down to watch. I watched in horror as the first tower fell. I was in shock, later I would learn that my little 4 year old’s uncle was in tower two along with others from the same engine.
I won’t ever forget. Those somber minutes, hours, days, and weeks that followed. The children who woke up from a nightmare at naptime and carrying them down the hallway in my arms and praying rosaries over their cots as they slept. There was not a one of them who was not touched by this event.
We had to postpone the community helpers unit we had just started, for later that spring. We concintrated on weather, animals, bugs, and such.
I will never forget the long hours I spent before Jesus in adoration giving a weeping one a tissue. Or the smell of the air when the poor air alerts and ash weather reports were aired on the morning radio news as I drove to the school in the morning. There wasn’t an adult among us who didn’t know what that ash could be.
I won’t ever forget the man hunts that began in our city streets when it was identified that some of the men in the sleeper cell were living in our area. It wasn’t until later that we found out they were the terrorists who “piloted” the planes into the tower. I will never forget the strange illness that many of us came down with three weeks later. That took several rounds of antibiotics. Or the nurses faces when I came to the clinic with the symptoms back. Or the doctor who came to the triage room and said that they had just had a meeting with homeland security. And they issused a three day monster pill that killed the bug and made me sick. I won’t forget the terror of our postoffice being shutdown because of dangerous ammounts of anthrax found.
With hope though, I will always remember the day our little fireman came back, with a big smile on his face, and his precious plastic hat. He said it all. Dispite his loss he told his friends everything will be ok. Jesus said they are all with him including his uncle. But I tell you we had to get more fireman’s hats for our dress up station. If you asked a child within the commuter zone what they wanted to be when they grow up it was to be a fireman or police officer. They all wanted to be heros.
I will remember later that spring, the week after our community helpers unit. We had an accident with a electric griddle while we were cooking out green eggs and ham for Dr. Suess day. The smoke alarms went off and the big latter firetruck showed up. Many of that crew had spent weeks in the pit. It did all of our hearts good to see the children running up to hug their heros. They all got a tour of the truck and another run of the sirens. And then we sat down and had green eggs and ham. Those firefighters were uplifted and healed a little by our little ones’ laughter.
Whenever I see or talk to a service man or women, police, nurses, doctors, or firefighters I always make a point to thank them for their service. God bless all who serve others and may the Lord give us peace to make sure those lives lost were not in vain. So many good people died that day. Many hearts still ach, I know my dose still. I cried quite a bit to post this.