I used to ask difficult questions in my bible classes, true to my nature. When an elder, deacon or preacher said something that didn’t sound quite right I’d roll up my sleeves and engage in the Socratic method, so to speak. I had to be careful not to trod on them, but I initially didn’t see them as “having authority”. However, I began to realize that they and the congregants believed they did. that’s when my real journey began. Who has authority and why. How do we know they have authority and are the true teachers of the gospel? It was quite disconcerting and I would end up declaring myself as possible asking too many questions. It was very hard for m.
You see, I left the Catholic Church thinking I would perish in it, but found a comfort in the fundamentalist group, which I perceived as safe and persistent. In fact, they were remarkably consistent between congregations, but slowly I began to recognize the differences, though slight. What really was interesting in my conversion, my brother in law acknowledged how similar the Catholic Church was to his church. He argues that the difference in authority are basically the only real differences. Not that I believe it’s true, but it was interesting to hear an elder/preacher say such a thing.
Yesterday, I watched an anti-Jesus, anti-Christian “documentary” called “The God Who Wasn’t There,” directed by Brian Flemming. He and his conspirators claims there are 45,000 churches, which clearly shows a lack of continuity. I believe they were using this as a way to show that Christianity is false. The guy behind it was a former fundamentalist gone astray. The point is that we Catholics claim there are over 33,000 denominations out there now, which shows the massive division. One individual studies scripture and decides what they believe, as if that’s okay. But those individuals don’t seem to realize that the bible tells us the opposite, “don’t close yourselve up to interpret privately.” So, I can’t help but see that there is an engrained rebellion involved in accepting this anti-Christ doctrine.