Camondw - I must say, I’m impressed by your studiousness and your thorough sharing of beliefs. Thank you for sharing and asking your question - I’ll treat it with the spirit in which you asked it.
I have an odd assortment of beliefs and I am trying to find out where I belong in the faith…
Indeed, it is very Catholic. Your “deviations” on the other hand speak more to an openness to God’s Grace, that “everything is possible”, so to speak, in a Biblical and not derogatory fashion.
The breaks within the Church - the Great Schism, Henry’s separation of England, the Reformation - these are all terrible events born of human faults. Does Grace prevail? Yes. Can we believe it the Catholic Church is most correct without denying that there is truth outside of it as well? Yes, absolutely, and I don’t think it is antithetical to say that Grace is with our Protestant brethren. It would only be antithetical to say “So I can leave the Catholic Church and go wherever because all religions are the same” - but you’re not saying that here, not at all.
To specifics:
I believe apostolic succession is or may be preserved outside of the Roman church.
This is something for a larger topic on apostolic succession. Even where succession does not exist, that does not prevent the pastor from being a means of Grace to his flock.
I believe that there is no instance wherein man may not be flawed.
To a point, I agree with you. At the same time, there MUST be occasions of infallibility, or we cannot trust the promulgation of Scripture, nor the ministry of reconciliation, which is Divine in origin but acted out by human agents. There must be divine protection of truth from error. Also, this brings up the question, if you accept the decisions of ecumenical councils, but do not think them infallible, then on what basis do you consider them to have authority?
I accept that the Roman church is the intended institution of Christ’s church, however, I believe that salvation is possible and even common outside of the Roman church, though never outside of Christ.
It is through the hardness of human hearts that we have so many churches. We pray for reconciliation and unity, but in the meantime it would be an error and an arrogance to say that God saves no one but a faithful Catholic.
I accept the New Testament statement that in order to be saved one must “say with his mouth and believe in his heart…”.
This is a true statement from the New Testament. But, if you think of it as a sole condition - believe, confess, and be saved - please also consider Ac 16:31, Ro 8:5-8, 23-25, 1 Pt 3:21, 1 Cor 15:2, and other verses. Faith is essential, but ask yourself “What is the faith that saves?” What does it mean to believe with the heart, rather than with the mind?
There are certain sacraments that are not practiced or encouraged in the ACNA such as confession and absolution.
In the ACNA, is it normative to receive forgiveness by directly confessing to God in prayer? Also, if a parishoner approaches an Anglican priest with serious or difficult sins, does the priest take a counseling role?
Also the ACNA is vague on their understanding of the Eucharist, they tend to have a more con- rather than trans- view of the Holy Eucharist.
I’ve heard this. So more would say “Christ is with the Host” rather than “Christ is Present in the Host”?
I believe that I fall somewhere between Anglican and Catholic. Any advice? Is anyone else in this precarious position?
Hardly precarious - you are an exploring, praying, thinking, believing Christian who is exploring two faith traditions that have much in common, and whose history of animosity is distant. Keep reading, keep praying, keep yourself open to the Grace that has been revealed to you.
I have many Catholic views, but am not (according to Rome) in communion with them… but I also have a different view of the sacrament than is the typical Anglican view meaning I do not feel completely secure in receiving the Eucharist there either.
I cannot speak for what an Anglican might say about this. From a Catholic perspective, you should not receive Eucharist in the Catholic Church for now, though you are always welcome to pray with us and worship with us. I should mention I rarely receive the Eucharist - I am a celiac, and our parish is rather dismissive of my condition. When the Cup is offered, I take only the Cup. More often than not, it runs out before I get up there, and so I simply make a round-circuit from the cry room to the altar and back. So maybe we’ll both be making an act of Spiritual Communion this Sunday, eh?
As I reflect on the difference - “with” versus “in” - it seems so small and nuanced, two theologians duking it out 500 years ago, though admittedly with the hefty weight of warmongering German princes awaiting an excuse to go to war against those heathens in the next town over. Even as I look it up in wiki (sorry, I don’t know where else to look up Anglican theology easily), it strikes me that there’s not one absolute view within the Anglican Communion. I think for now it’d be best for you to continue to examine yourself, and consult with both an Anglican and a Catholic priest. I’d even go so far as to say you should discuss with other than your parish priest. Many Catholic priests are wonderful counselors, or organizers, or leaders - some are even good homilists. Not all of them are good at explaining theology. To know theology isn’t the same as being able to teach it. So find one who can talk with you and help you think through it.
I’ll keep you in my prayers, friend. You’ve given me something more to be thankful for.