To summarize and repeat the problems I have with your position, Tomyris:
- You are rather coy about what it means for God to “tell” you something. You say that you aren’t talking about feelings or something along the lines of the Mormon “burning in the bosom.” Fine. But then what are you talking about? You also talk about just “having faith,” which sounds like a random, arbitrary choice. Perhaps I’m misinterpreting you, but again, you haven’t given me an alternative, except insofar as
- You speak of a long, complicated process of discernment. I’m totally with you on that. The problem I’m having with it is that (apart from the fact that you sometimes do still speak of “directly hearing from God” as if this were something different) in that case “hearing from God” is simply another name for the end of the process of discernment. That is to say, for God to tell you that something is true is another way of saying that you have discerned that it is true. Therefore in this case to say “God told me” gives no additional reason beyond “I have discerned that this is true.” If that’s what you are saying, then I agree with your understanding of how God communicates, but I don’t think you’ve answered the challenge, except through a tautology.
In other words, if you aren’t saying that you feel that it’s true or that you just decide to believe it because that’s what you decide, you must have reasons for believing a thing to be true. God speaking to you isn’t an additional reason, it’s another name for the entire process of discernment.
And the question we’re asking you is: what is left of that process of discernment, when it comes to the Canon, if you take out trust in the Church? I can’t see that much is left. You haven’t helped us out with this at all.
You create a dichotomy between God speaking and the Church speaking. But obviously if God speaking is something discerned in a long, roundabout, complex way (which is certainly what I believe), then there’s no reason why the Church speaking shouldn’t be an important part of that process. And in this particular case it seems that it would have to be a very decisive factor, because historically the Church’s decision was
the reason the NT canon took the precise shape it did. To accept that shape is to trust the Church, necessarily.
Edwin