tbcrawford;9317628:
My suggestion to you would be write down all the things that are of concern to you. If you feel you can talk to your parish priest or deacon then make an appointment to see them and discuss your questions and I hope they will be able to guide you to find the answers you seek.
I dont know what is of concern to me. I met with my priest yesterday and we didnt come up with anything. I just cant go to Mass , I feel so unworthy. My son is an altar server and I drop him off and go home then pick him up and hope I dont see anyone.
Bless your heart.
I am sorry that speaking to your priest did not help.How wonderful your son is an altar server.Perhaps it is the parish you are attending that makes you feel uncomfotable?You can always go try another parish.
You say you are feeling unworthy. Not one of us is ‘worthy’ but as I always say in my prayers…“thankyou Lord for hearing and amswering our prayers I am not worthy but truly grateful”.
Pray at home or wherever you feel comfortable.Ask God for guidance. Here is a couple…
Holy Spirit, open my eyes and calm my mind. Give me the recollection of the Father’s love, of the Son’s unceasing prayer, of the world as God’s world and of your own presence within me.
Holy Spirit, give me Faith. Holy Spirit, reveal to me the truth of the Father’s unfailing purposes, of the Son’s victory and risen presence; the truth about myself – sinner yet child beloved of God.
Holy Spirit, give me Hope. Holy Spirit, give me Peace; peace with God and peace with people. Kindle my desire for you. Strengthen my will to live and serve. Teach me and lead me where you will.
Holy Spirit, Give me love. Amen
Saint Michael the Archangel,
defend us in battle.
Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil.
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray;
and do Thou, O Prince of the Heavenly Host,
by the Divine Power of God,
cast into hell Satan and all the evil spirits
who roam throughout the world seeking the ruin of souls.
Do not be too hard on yourself.It is completely natural to question and go through periods of doubt.Each time you doubt something Google it.Seek answers in the bible and through prayer. I shall keep you in my prayers
God bless