Pathia/Rachel:
I’m on SSDI, so whenever I see someone say what you said, I start looking at his or her profile to see what the Chronic Conditions are:
Age 29 - 6’ tall
Strokes
Brain Tumors
Difficulty Walking - Mobility Impaired
Extreme Pain -
Difficulty Typing
Can’t get Medicaid (Dependents - Too much money from Disability)
Sterile - Intersexed Mosaic (XY, XXY, XX)
Mental History - Suicide Attempts
You said you were on disability - I assume it’s State Disability because you don’t have Medicare.
I hope that sums it up - feel free to correct or add. I figured I had spent 2 hours searching through posts, and that was enough.
Remember, I live with extreme pain, too, along with a few other Disabilities. So I can more than sympathize. I also tried to work through a lot of the pain, until I was laid off from a job and found no one else would hire someone as disabled as I was. You might be in that situation.
First, You do live SOMEWHERE, even if it’s a ONE-ROOM HOVEL (Been there, Done that)! Where you live gives those of us who want to help you an idea of the sort of conditions we’re operating under.
Pathia, I’m going to ask you to do me a few favors:
Start posting your situation (or a description) in the Prayer Request Section. Just ask for prayers and Healing.
List where you live - It tells us what kind of bureaucracy you’re dealing with & what shape the economy is in your state.
Please, try going back to Church, even if you can only do it once or twice a month. I know you feel as if you’ve been “asked to leave”, but that was your family, not God.
Most of the people here probably won’t be able to understand how angry you are about some things… John Heard will. Look at his site DREADNOUGHT
johnheard.blogspot.com/
and, Read what he has to say.
And, P/M me to let me know how things are going…
I know this may be hard for you to believe right now - You’re a child of God, made in the Image and Likeness of God, redeemed at the cost of the Son of God, who loves you so much He had your name engraved in the Palm of His hand while he was being crucified… You probably have a hard time believing that, but it’s true.
I hope this helps. Please let me know if you have any questions.
Your Brother & Servant in Christ, Michael