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I think you are taking a sound approach to all this Scott. It can be amazing how the Holy Spirit guides us. I am glad your wife enjoyed DL so much. I guess we will both see what the future has for your family. Yall are in my prayers.Great thoughts indeed, Brad. I am in a “fact-finding” mode right now so to speak. I’m keeping my heart open and that’s why I try to listen to everyone, I mean everyone, in going on this journey. Feeling comfortable is important. I actually have to say that if I had to choose which parish I felt happiest, most well-adjusted, and comfortable I’d say it would be the Anglican parish. I loved it. Having a pretty Western mindset and enjoying the BOCP liturgy as well as loving the rector, Father James, so much, I miss that place.
I actually felt more comfortable in the Orthodox Divine Liturgy than the Catholic Mass in my area. I can’t say this about all Catholic parishes, but in my entire diocese I think they lack a connection to the flock, there’s a disconnect and a bit of a cold edge. The sermons are banal, the liturgy littered with abuse and watered-down music. I actually feel more ill-at-ease there. My first visit to the Orthodox DL was “woah, what the heck?” come to find out, that’s pretty normal for most newcomers. I went back though. Something in my heart told me to give it another chance. The second time I went with Kate and we really enjoyed it. Kate has been in the spiritual doldroms with Catholicism for a LONG time. I expected her to not like the DL. Instead she went OFF about how much she enjoyed it and hopes we’re going back.
So sometimes I do like what God said to Abraham: listen to your wife. She is wise.
Maybe there’s something to Orthodoxy? I’m still a newbie to it. Honestly I’m fresh new to it.
We’ll see…
but I totally get your feeling.
Perhaps in a week or two I will return to the DL as well. It wasn’t and issue of liking or disliking it for me, just one of adjustment which as you said is normal. I am just finding by reading this discussion, and what I have learned on my own and by going to Orthodox DL, that Orthodoxy is not just a set of doctrines or a rejection of certain doctrines that I have issues with from Catholicism. Its much bigger, deeper and richer than that. The Eastern approach is not one that I am accustomed to-its almost like its a completely different mindset and approach to Christianity. Is it one that I can adopt? I don’t know. I don’t know if too many years and too much Western education is ingrained into me to make this change.
I am also coming around on Catholicism. Personally right now for me I will continue to learn about Orthodoxy in an inquirer like fashion because I do not want to rule anything out prematurely. However, I think I am inbetween staying where I am and returning to Catholicism, and moving toward Catholicism each day. It just feels right for me.