Salaam Sisters and Brothers,
Thank you for your responses and questions…
Its very interesting to me how many of them fit together…
The very same realization that I had which caused me to fall away from the Catholic Church (from all organized religion, actually) is the answer to some of the questions posed…
Someone asked me if I believe Truth is relative…the answer is yes…and no…
One of the 99 names for God in Islam is “Haqq”…loosely translated, this means “Truth”…In my early 20’s I realized that defining Truth according to dogma was the cause of much conflict and violence in our world.
In reality (which is another nuanced definition of Haqq), there are many different levels of understanding any one idea.
There is the literal understanding…what is called literalist, or in Islam, the “sharia” understanding. In Christianity, fundamentalists generally interpret the scriptures at this level. At this level of understanding, truth is objective and factual…and usually very limited.
Then there is the level of understanding at the “haqiqat” level…this is a mystical interpretation of scripture, faith…indeed life itself…
those of you familiar with the writings of St. Teresa of Avila, St. John of the Cross and St. Francis of Assisi are well acquainted with this level of understanding. (Incidentally, these Saints are also much revered by Sufis)
On this level, Truth is subjective, and is something to be EXPERIENCED rather than understood with one’s mind…this is much closer to the meaning of Haqq as a Divine Name.
How do I know what is Truth?
Truth is whatever overflows my heart with love and goodness…and to answer your question, my friend…this is the only Real way to get to know God!
Think about this…
are you closer to God when you win a theological argument, or when you embrace someone with tenderness?
Thoughts are just that…thoughts…
and beliefs are made of thoughts…
Truth is far deeper than the mind…and it belies mere thought forms…
God, Love, and Truth are One and the Same…Succinctly put…it is the very Essence and Sanctity of all Life…
Whatever diminishes this is evil
Whatever increases this is holy
In Sufism I have learned to connect to this deeper Reality through the practices of zikr, salat, and tesbih…(if anyone’s interested, Ill explain these…but dont want to give information that isnt pertinent in this forum).
Someone asked me why I chose not to return to Catholicism…
the short answer is that my teacher and my path appeared in the form of a Sheikha (who incidentally is also a convert from Catholicism!)…had s/he appeared as a priest or a nun, I would have returned to Catholicism.
Its important to stress that to me, the religious form doesnt really matter at all…
The founding saint of our order used to say that sufism is like clear water and the various religions are different colored glasses…no matter which glass you drink from, your thirst is quenched…
Finally, someone asked if Sufi’s are accepted by mainstream Muslims…and the answer again is yes and no…
Sufi’s are not accepted by literalists, or those Muslims that view their religion strictly on a Sharia level…just as many Catholics (and others) are not accepted by fundamentalist Christians
Unfortunately, the Muslims you hear about in the media are usually of the same ilk as the fundamentalists Christians you hear about in the media…
Ironically, these two groups share more similarities than differences…
thank you all for your words and kind intentions…
May God keep you in His Grace and Mercy,
zhati