First, I would like to ask you to break down your post into paragraphs. It would be easier to follow what you want to say. Please.
I am simply open to God’s existence. That is all I can offer. I am willing to accept him, if he chooses to reveal himself to me. What else can I offer?
God chooses to reveal Himself to all of us, on His terms and not ours, and it is humbling to accept His will, and subject ours, as it should be, we don’t ask God to do it “My Way” but “His Way”. He can do it immediately or in time. He doesn’t need our obedience, it is for our sakes, because it is the truth. To do it My Way is to impose my will upon God, it will never happen, and it shouldn’t
Solmy:
I am sincere. Humility? What is that for? And repentance for what? I never do anything that would go against my ethical principles. So what is there to “repent”?
I take you at your word. Humility is nothing else but living in the truth, that is, we owe our very existence and sustenance to Him, we are totally dependent upon Him for our very life. This concept is the basis of all virtue, spiritual power that comes from the Holy Spirit, holiness, and wholeness. You may not go against your ethical principals, but can you say that you never go against God’s ethical principles? Humility is acknowledging that we don’t know it all, we are limited, and acknowledging what we know. I already mentioned that one’s conscience may not be informed enough, but that’s O.K., it will be after an encounter, one may not even know what sin is. So not knowing, how can one repent.
Solmyr:
Since God is immutable, there is no reason to pray for anything. And so far he did not initiate anything.
What does God’s immutability have to do with no need to pray? That prayer will change His mind? Did you ever consider that your prayer might already be in His mind or that you will not pray. He is Omniscient, all knowing He knows what you will do, and He will grant your will either way, that’s what free will is all about. You see God forces His will on no one, we must want Him, love Him for who He is. If someone didn’t want you, meaning you don’t accept or love that person, would you force yourself on that person, you would grant that person his desire and probably walk away, drop out of that person’s life.
Solmyr:
Well, he certainly did not do it with me.
If He went to all the trouble to send HIs Son to redeem you and all of us, and being the Son of God, took on human flesh and blood, and suffered by being tortured and giving up His life for us, do you really think that He will never grant you an encounter with Him against such a sacrifice as He has made, even becoming man, and humbling Himself to the sacrifice of the cross, think again. The fact that you have not experienced an encounter yet does not mean you never will, or that He does not will to give it to you.