I have a relative of an inlaw who was a nun and left. She said the reason for her leaving was that she joined an order to have prayer life in common and support of the other sisters in her work. Then suddenly, they were told to wear out the shoe leather instead of their knees. This pushing the individual out on their own was not what she wanted or needed so she left. If she wanted to be out on her own, there are orders of nuns in the church to do this very thing. But she chose her order who didn’t do this, but now is told to do it.
Today we celebrated St. Benedict who started out as a hermit. But he was so admired for his holiness that others wanted to have what he found. Eventually he accepted others and formed an order of spirituality, which was just like the story of this woman who became a nun and left, wanted. So is she so wrong wanting what St. Benedict wanted? Yet her order said that they are going to pound the pavement alone, and if not intending to say this, in effect that is what was interpreted.
I have another relative who is a priest. It seems in the late 60’s there was an identity crisis among priests. By this it seems they didn’t know what there place in the church was since all the emphasis was on the place of the laity in the church. There was very little said about the role of the priesthood, but a lot said about the laity. The question was, were they really in that much need now? Especially since confessions had dropped off to a trickle of what they had formally been, no longer hours of confessions. And it also seemed as tho they weren’t going to be needed for communions either, since the laity were going to do this. The emphisis was seemingly from priesthood to laity. There was also talk of sharing all the former pastoral and financial work with the laity as well. This too was in the direction of the laity. It somewhat diminished and downplayed the priest’s importance and his need.
Not to mention the back and forth legitimacy of birth control, whether this delema was wanted or not, it was unsettling to everyone. Then the emphasis on one’s own conscience as the determinator of sin. Really. What kind of position does that put the priest in? Many started to become protestant in thinking, that is a spiritual type of mutany. It was a mixed up time and very confusing to all. I feel sorry in particular for the bishops trying to be the engineer of a train out of control.
Less someone get the wrong impression, I do not blame the Vatican II. What I am saying is that these were difficult times for everyone, but more especially for the priests.
In passing I would like to add that noone entered the seminary at 12. They had to be going into highschool. And when they entered, they were free to leave the seminary at any time without pressure to stay. I personally think that this is a good thing. Remember Samuel in the Old Testament, a young boy who heard God calling him and said, “speak Lord for your servant listens.” David a young boy also who was called by God. It is a good thing for someone to give the best years of their life to God, the years of their youth.
Just some thoughts.
“The love we have for you O Lord, is only a shadow of your love for us.” (hymn)