I am considering conversion-really considering it. I just want to know why people have converted. For me, so far, it’s been like walking in a desert. I believe that the Holy Spirit has lead me to this point. My parents are both somewhat supportive if not cautious. They are both Protestant and it works for them. Just not for me. It’s almost a preferred way of worship on some counts and on others it’s this peace that I have about my decision even if I don’t understand it fully right now. My Pastor’s might not understand and no doubt they will try to dissuade me-I wouldn’t blame them though since they’ve known me since I was 12. I do remember one night at church when a family friend prayed for me and what has stuck out since then is what she said, “Kristen, your mantle will be different than that of your parents.” I have remembered that ever since. It has been true. I am leaving to go teach English overseas. Because of this, I am hoping that my conversion can be completed quickly. Until then, I’ll be going to Mass as often as I can with my hands crossed over my chest as I go up for a blessing for Communion. I don’t know why I love it. I just do. Can’t explain it completely with scripture. But it’s just this knowing that, for me, this is right. So any stories especially from more of the Pentecostal denominations would be appreciated. The support and encouragement on this forum has been great.
Please and thank you.
Curious Girl:
I’m probably not what you’re asking for, but I hope watching me struggle with this will encourage some of my brothers…
I was raised an Episcopalian, in a Low-Church (“Evangelical”) Parish. I also occasionally went to the Calvary Chapel Costa Mesa (Originally affiliated with the Foursquare Gospel Church) concerts in the Mid - Late 1970’s. In 1977, P.E.C.U.S.A. (I can tell you what that means - P/M me) Ok’d the Ordination of women “Priests”, a new Book of Common Prayer, Sex Outside of Marriage (including Same Sex Activity) and “Abortion Rights”.
Bishop Robert Rusack of the Episcopal Diocese of Los Angeles was a supporter of the ordination of women “Priests” (
NY Times - Bishop Rusack dies), who ended up ordaining 13 women “Priests”:
andromeda.rutgers.edu/~lcrew/womenpr.html
By the time I left for college in late Aug., 1977, my parents had left the parish had been raised in, and I no longer had a Church home. It’ll probably shock you that I chose to attend the St. Ignatius Institute at the University of San Francisco - Partly to get away from my parents, and partly because I was like you, curious about Catholicism. Fr. Joseph Fessio & Fr. Brian Mullady more or less took me under their wings, and convinced me that I had a home in the Catholic Church, if I wanted it.
I still remember reading one Sunday at St. Ignatius (they were REAL desperate for Readers) and finding out that the priest celebrant was the dear man from Sri Lanka who was new to the USA & that NO ONE had ever chanted the Alleluia’s in the Gospel Verse at St. Ignatius (Talk about LITURGICAL BLIGHT!). Needless to say, The LORD gave me far more courage than prudance, so I asked my new friend from Sri Lanka if he wanted me to “sing the ‘Alleluia’s’ and the ‘Gospel Verse’”.
“ALLELUIA – ALLELUIA – ALLELUIA,” The words bounced off the back of the church, :extrahappy: and those people who had thought they could “get 40-winks” during the “Liturgy of the Word” :coffeeread: now found themselves firmly awake. Even the Sri Lankan priest couldn’t restrain his laughter.

It then became MANDATORY for all Lay Readers to sing the Alleluias and the Gospel Verse.
At the Beginning of the next Semester, I knew my mother was very ill, but went to college in obedience to my parents. Within 4 weeks, I received a letter from my father saying that my mother was ill but for me not to come home. At that time, I expressed my belief that she was going to die in a week to my roommate, Fr. Fessio and some others… At the end of the week, my father called, trying to tell me that she had died. I confirmed it by calling his church.
By the end of the day, Fr. Fessio & Fr. Mullady had arranged a Requiem Mass for my mother, which they held for me before I left on Monday. I remember reading the Old Testament lesson from the Book of Wisdom which described why the Lord had “Called my mother home” when she was only 44. Everything they had done had been because of their pastoral care for me.
I can go into more, but much of the rest has been poured out on these pages. This may describe why I’ve been so willing to work so much at persuading my fellow Anglicans to lay their fears aside and to unite themselves with God’s Holy Catholic and Apostolic Church.
I’ve got to go now. Thanks for listening. I hope this answers at least some of your answers.
Your Brother in Christ, Michael
PS: I can only say Fr. Fessio & Fr. Mullady were a LOT more Godly and a LOT less worldly than those described by Richard (Banished), and that they still are a LOT more HOLY and Godly than most of the people I encounter in most churches.