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4EverHis
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Hi, thanks for sharing your thoughts… I think that if some Catholics think they’re not being “fed” at Mass, that is either due to poor catechesis or it’s something they are doing wrong, not the Church. Because I think if someone were to actually realize what the Sacraments are, and to receive them with the right disposition, they’d notice a lot of spiritual growth…much more than any evangelical church can provide, even if it has long sermons and good music. I think many people mistake emotion for spiritual growth, and that’s a deception that’s leading many away from the Sacraments…As a person who has had this experience, I can certainly verify that in my case it did have to do with being poorly catechized. For many years, I did believe that Catholicism “prevented” me from knowing the Lord, and I was very bitter, resentful, and unforgiving.
I was “anti” because I was bearing resentment and unforgiveness. I blamed the Church for the misery of my personal experience. The fact was, I did not “get it” until after I left. I had poor personal role models at home, and poor role models at Catholic School, and “empty” experience at Mass.
I claimed that I had to leave because I was not “being fed” in the Catholic Church. I never learned to read the scriptures or pray on my own. I did not know anything about Bible Study till I fell in with the Baptists. I had never done any conversational prayer. Basically, I was what was mentioned here in another thread recently, Sacramentalized, but unevangelized. I was not really discipled in a way that my soul longed to be.
You are fortunate to have had the experience of knowing the Lord personally while being Catholic. There is a whole generation of us (post Vatican 2) who were fed pungent organic matter and new age drivel. It is no wonder so many became “cafeteria catholics”.
It took me a long time to come back (over 20 years) and I had to spend 3 years in a Protestant Seminary in order to study myself back to the Truth. I will always be grateful to my separated brethren for providing me with role models that lived what they claimed to believe, studied and prayed their scriptures, and taught me how to pray spontaneous prayers.
I still go to Mass and am routinely disappointed by poor homiletics. It does not disturb me as it did before because I have Immaculate Heart Radio and Fr. Corapi now, and I read and study the daily liturgy myself, and don’t depend upon the clergy to “feed” it to me.
One last thought on the many Catholics that leave because they are not “fed” at Mass. I think this condition speaks to the spiritual state of the person in the pew. One can “starve” at Mass, even if one goes every day. This can happen when one approaches Eucharist in a state of mortal sin. The liturgy becomes empty, rote, unsanctifying ritual because one’s heart is not right with God. People in that condition get “itching ears” and want to go elsewhere in search of some teaching that will “meet their needs” and not “condemn” them for living in sin.