I attended my first TLM approximately 2 years ago. Unfortunately it’s about a 35 minute drive from my home so I don’t get the opportunity to go as often as I’d like. Before I attended I had read up on what to expect and how to participate. My first experience was one of amazement and mild frustration. Amazement at the beauty and reverence shown for the Mass. My frustration came from not being able to follow along as well as I had hoped. It was simply a matter of unfamiliarity, but after going a few more times, I really enjoyed it and I began to prefer it over the OF.
I’m not criticizing the OF, but what I found most troubling wasn’t the OF itself, but the way it was celebrated. I have attended several different Catholic parishes within my city and nearly everyone celebrated the Mass differently. Now the differences weren’t always major, but in some cases you could see that everything about the Parish seemed different. The music was always Christian Contemporary, played by a large group which resembled what I’d seen in a few Evangelical churches. There were no statues of any kind, the Tabernacle was relocated somewhere in the back out of view, even the Crucifix, which is found in many Parishes, was now a large tree with several branches and a very “artistic” representation of Jesus was depicted, the readers were nearly always women and the number of Eucharistic ministers was always in the mid to high 20’s!
I guess l preferred the consistency of the TLM and even if a Church’s architecture and design didn’t reflect Catholicism, as I preferred it, I at least felt like the TLM would.
There is a parish here in my town which offers a High Mass, celebrated in the OF. This was probably the best OF of the Mass that I have ever attended. The prayers are all in Latin, the music is Gregorian Chant, even the reading of the Gospel is chanted by the Deacon. They bring out kneelers for those who wish to kneel while receiving and the use of Eucharistic ministers is usually only a small handful. I was also pleasantly surprised to find this Sunday, that the Priest was celebrating the Mass Ad Orientem. It made me wonder if this was the way Church leaders had initially intended the OF to be celebrated at its introduction. It was beautiful and powerful all at the same time. I had never seen anything like it, except at the TLM.