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mslizzie
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I do have a mental illness as well and I find it very helpful to pray to Saint Dymphna. Today, I went to the Cathedral at Los Angeles and purchased the Saint Dymphna necklace and prayer pamphlet.
I also have Asperger’s Syndrome, I came to this page seeking an answer so that I could stop being mad at God. I don’t know about the rest of you, but all my life I just wanted to be normal so that I could have some friends. I was told(when I was young) that people didn’t want to be my friend because of the way that I acted, and later learned that the way that I acted was due to my disability. Thus, I spent those years cursing my disability and wondering why God had given me great bra(name removed by moderator)ower at the cost of having no friends. I mean, I was well-known in high school, but I wasn’t popular. That’s why now that even though I live 10 miles or less from my high school classmates, none of them come to visit me, and one of them was my best friend. So even now I curse my disability, and thinking about it, I reasoned that if those records were destroyed, if there was no evidence that I ever had a disability, then I could in essence rewrite who I am, but I can because I’d live knowing that the records are not there, but the disability is. I don’t know, I don’t know if I am who people say I am or I am who I think I am. My problem is not whether I have a disability o not, my problem is figuring out who I am and who dictates who I am. I am extremely confused.I also have Asperger’s Syndrome, along with an anxiety disorder and depression. I’m currently on 5 medications! I’m a hermit who works from home. I’m seldom around people. I see it as my cross in life. It causes me to become forward looking, to the Hereafter.