JK - you wrote, in part: “God is completely and totally OTHER than me” - and, of course, you are completely correct in this, as you are in the other points you made. (you are a person of deep faith.)
And yet…I know you’ll agree that there’s another aspect, even more wonderful and mind-boggling, that is at the heart of our hearts!!
This most high God…truly, as you say, so ‘other’ from us - in kind and in nature - that it makes the gulf / chasm that exists between the highest archangel and the lowly earthworm seem like just a hair’s breadth – this God, so burns with love and so desires our love in return that His most amazing and awesome feat barely has words to adequately express it…
“Other” though He may be, He desires our love and presence so much, He loves us so much, so incomprehensibly, that He ‘bridged the chasm’ that should have been (and is, actually) infinite! Yes, He was / is OTHER…but He became one of us (in all but sin), taking on our nature and being incarnate in the human body, form and nature.
This would have been the ‘move of ages’, and enough to keep us busy with our minds blown forever, don’t you think? But, then He bears our sins; He heals us by HIS stripes; He suffers the weight of our transgressions as His example of what He really MEANS by Love!!
I know you know all this, so I’ll stop now…but I sure don’t know ‘how’ we come to understand something like that! Your faith, I believe, is a fruit of these actions of His…and gives a little light, anyway, into the ‘why’ of things…
God bless you…thank you for your faith and your expression of it. I will remember you in my prayers; please do the same for me. Thanks !!