Would it help to know that Americans were just as vicious during the war? I believe thousands of people linger to this day with radiation poisoning from the atomic bomb. How about pushing Japanese prisoners hand-cuffed out of planes over the Pacific Ocean? Hard to believe that Americans could do such things… Relocation camps for Japanese and(out of ignorance) Chinese at times.
Once again, I repeat, forgiveness is a process. On the other side is paradise. Hate can’t be that comforting to you. Put it down, ask God to forgive YOU for being unforgiving, and a great peace will come to you. Also pray for those that persecute others. Victims are God’s chosen because of their suffering.