Constantine TG gives a good summary.
** I am of mixed Catholic/Protestant heritage**. Why do I find Protestantism attrac- tive? Because mainline Protestants I know, and their churches, seem more flexible, less legalistic when it comes to doctrine and liturgy.
** For example, most of my Protestant friends aren’t ‘hidebound’ when it comes to beliefs.** I have attended a Bible study group where different opinions are not only allowed but welcomed. “Oh, that’s an interesting interpretation of that verse” the minister might say. To be a Catholic suggests that you march in step with the Magisterium. Over the years I have found that increasingly difficult to accept. I think many Catholics feel similarly, millions leaving the church, millions more remaining for spiritual, family or other reasons but ignoring much that the church teaches.
** To begin with, I don’t believe the original church was of any denomination.** Jesus taught us that we must love one another. St. Paul well summed up the main theme of Christianity when he wrote: “faith, hope, love, these three; and the greatest of these is love.” Gradually the early Christians formed congregations and then denominations. There were many different points-of-view among those early Christians, and most were declared heresies. Nestorianism. Arianism. Adoptianism. Monophysitism. Monarchianism. Etc. Many heretics were slaughtered, such as the Albigensians. Not the way I would have dealt with heretics, frankly.
So much of this was politics - a power struggle between different factions within the church, a tribalism that still is strong and makes so many people loyal to one church or another because of that tribalism, even when they may know little about other faiths or even their own. “Hooray for our team!”
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**Anyway, if Jesus came back today I rather doubt if he would approve of all the pomp and ceremony in many churches**. He would be shocked, I think, by the huge gilded cathedrals and the ornate vestments. He would say, as in scripture: "Why do you call me Lord, Lord, and do not the things that I say." Then, of course, he would approve of many priests and nuns who live dedicated, simple lives humbly serving the poor and the sick.
** Now, I am no longer all that attracted by either traditional Catholicism or by sola scriptura Protestantism.** They both seem dogmatic, when I am very open to different theological opinions. This universe is so mammoth, marvelous, miraculous and mysterious that I don’t think many of us know all that much. I do have enormous trouble with some aspects of traditional Catholic and evangelical Protestant teaching. For example, do I believe that St. Padre Pio, a modern saint, actually lavitated and bilocated? Sorry, I don’t. This is one of many instances where I feel that superstition and gullibility won out over science and common sense. I need a religion that I can intelligently accept. I know this is dismissed as egotism, but so be it. I deem it humbler than to claim to belong to the one and only religion which has the fullness of truth.
** But God bless everybody, of every creed, color, culture and country. Let’s make religion a bridge instead of a barrier! **