Thanks for your post.
It’s not really important, but I literally meant, call me “V”. It’s the name of a fictional character I like

. And yeah, I’m a nerdy teenager
I can tell you that the path you are currently pursuing - the reliability of the witness - may not be the most fruitful path in deciding which theological pillow you should lay your head upon. Given debates over things that happened less than 100 years ago and of which we have photographic evidence (e.g., the assassination of JFK), you’re really not going to get anywhere concrete interrogating the accounts of people who have been dead for over 1,000 years. You may find personal understanding or a personal reason to believe but it may not convince a jury of your peers. If you want reasons to believe, you’ll find them (and vice versa).
Oh, I don’t care if I can convince a jury of my peers. I’m an atheist in a family (well, honestly, a whole social circle) of Catholics, so I’m used to believing for my own reasons and not caring what others think of my beliefs.
Your right about the evidence, but that was my point all along, that we can’t really base our spiritual beliefs on the flimsy evidence that most apologists present (mainly because the arguments they present could just as easily be used to prove dozens of other religions, though they often don’t realize it).
As for wanting reasons to believe, I always do my best to look objectively at the facts without them being filtered based on what I
want to believe. Believe it or not, I actually do want to believe (life as an atheist is dreary. And like I said, most of the people I know are Catholic.), I just try not to let that influence my interpretation of the facts.
I will quibble with the depiction of the early Church “inventing” stories to gain adherents. Neither of us can objectively speak to another person’s motives, but it’s pretty convincing to me that many (but not all) of those spreading these “stories” in the early Church had the ability to recount their testimonies under pain of death and opted instead for death. They certainly believed their own words to be true. I can’t think of many people who are willing to die for something they know to be untrue.
Well, I think there’s clear evidence that some of the stories were invented. In the Matthew example, for example, all thirteen of the stories simply cannot be true, at least some of them had to have been invented. Some of them are possibly true, it’s just very hard to differentiate between the true and the false.
I returned to the Church of my upbringing after a six year sojourn through various philosophies and belief systems. Ultimately, it was the realization that the answer to all of life’s problems was love - not a watered down pop version - but real love - the kind that dies on a cross for others, the kind that confronts the world instead of letting it destroy itself - that brought me back to the Church. (this is an incredibly brief summation and I swear I’m not a rose-colored glasses idealist…I’m well aware of how horrible this world can be and how complicated its problems are).
Christianity is the only religion that preaches that “God is love,” that our entire reason for existing is a) to know and love God and b) to share God’s love with each other.
From there, I realized that, if the message was so right where so many others were wrong, and if the messenger said that he was the Son of God, I had no reason to distrust him on the things I couldn’t validate (when he was batting 1.000 on the things I could validate).
Anyways, I could go on…but I’ll spare you that for now. Feel free to contest the claim that Christianity is the only religion to believe that God is love.
Well, as far as I know, Christianity is the only religion to preach that God is love, though my knowledge of other religions is limited.
I agree with your endorsement of love. Not to get too deep, but if it weren’t for love, my life would have taken a lot more wrong turns then it has, and I value that more than anything in the world, and I’ll leave it at that. Preaching that God is love is a nice idea, but unfortunately I can’t just believe something because the idea appeals to me. I need a
good reason to believe it. I know that many consider that an evil trait, but I think it’s the best way to go.