LethalMouse, I think I understand where you’re coming from.
You’re curious as to why a person would commit a sin, even when this person is fully aware of all the implications concerning the sin.
People who consciously and fearlessly commit sin are sinning, not out of weakness or ignorance, but malevolence.
People who commit sin out of malice know full well what they are doing. There would be no malice otherwise. When malice is involved in the inclination to sin, the sinner often won’t feel the need to foster a particular reason or thought process for their actions. For them, the act of trying to harm God and others is enough to make the sin worthwhile.
I was addicted to masturbation. In my case, there were two reasons to continue doing it. The first reason was to take advantage of a source of entertainment for myself. The second reason is because I wanted to taunt God and undermine his authority as our creator.
Feeling that the best way to taunt God was to taunt his creations, I conjured many disgusting fantasies involving females. The fantasies incorporated practices that God is known to disapprove of, such as necrophilia and cannibalism.
When masturbating, I masturbated knowing full well that I would fall into Hell, and, during those times,
the active intent was to fall in Hell.
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This might sound complicated or extreme, but it all boils down to one thing: the demonic desire of offending God. The desire to rebel against God
as much as possible.
There are a number of reasons why one would wish to commit sin. If the sinner is filled with malice, there doesn’t have to be a reason, other than the perverse pleasure of rebellion. If there is malice involved, not many doubts or inhibitions would be able to limit the sinner.
Hopefully you got some answers from my post, because I feel guilty bringing forth an old thread.
