First, why God should make difference? Second, how could you be sure that your experience, physical/spiritual, was related to God? It could be simply Satan trying to cheat you.
What do you mean about why God should make a difference? Do you mean, why does he tangibly reveal himself to certain people and not others? I honestly have no clue, and couldn’t even offer a guess. Sorry.
As for how I can be sure, I can’t in any empirical sense. I know that, which is why I never present my experience as some sort of evidence. It is only evidence to me, because I am the only one who experienced it. As for how
I know it was real, I honestly can’t explain it. It has to do with what I experienced, and how… distinct… it was from everything I’ve ever experienced in my life. I think the best way I can describe it is to ask you to imagine every trouble you’re having, every struggle you’ve experienced, every pain you feel, everything that weighs down on you from day to day, imagine everything “bad” about this life. Now imagine it all, literally, melting away. I stood in the presence of God during a particularly troubling point in my life where I was struggling with some things, and I had this experience. The only words I “heard” were “It’s going to be okay,” and then he embraced me, and there were literally -no- concerns, just complete and total peace completely unlike anything I’d experience before, or have experienced since. I’ve tried to explain it as best I can, but words can’t do it justice, and everything I’ve written here pales in comparison to the actual experience. I can never
know it was God in any way that would be convincing to anyone else, but the conviction I have is beyond absolute. It’s not what my belief is based on, of course, but it did play a major role in my returning to the practice of my faith. I know this means nothing to you, but you asked, and I thought I’d try to explain it as best I could.
This criteria is very important. Just think about it, you go to Heaven because of your experience and other go to Hell.
No, I do not go to Heaven because of my experience. If I go to Heaven, it will be because I’ve persevered in God and not given in to selfish desires. When my experience ended, all the normal, every day troubles returned; some of them even got worse. I could have chosen to ignore the experience and write it off as a delusion and the experience would have profited me nothing. The only reason I chose to follow it, beyond the personal conviction that it truly was God speaking to me, was because I was open to the possibility of God. If I had already made up my mind that there was no God, then I would have written this off as a delusion and gone about my day. Most people have some experience of God frequently (not like mine, but like many I’ve had since, when I interact with other people, or with nature, or with mathematics), but many of them have already closed their minds to the possibility of God, so they do not see or accept the experience when it happens. Ultimately, this close-mindedness is not God’s fault, it is ours when we decide to stop seeking answers.
I had a separate thread on ontological argument. To make it short, one need to understand consciousness, which is the essence of any being with the ability to experience and create freely. Existence is a mode of experience. Consciousness is primary and cannot be created or annihilated. Existence is not primary hence all ontological argument are false.
Yeah, I remember that thread. I also remember refuting it. I won’t repeat my arguments again here. Suffice it to say, I disagree with your premise, and pretty much everything that flows from it.
It does not. I know that you are a conscious being. Your existence just allow us to communicate.
In order for us to communicate, you must consider that I am an intelligent being capable of communication. You then must also consider if my understanding of words coincides with yours. You see my words, and you derive conclusions about my nature (a human being engaged in debate with you, on the opposing side, who believes in God) from those words. Similarly, when we view creation, Gods "words’ to us in this argument, we consider the nature of a being who would create something that I’m pretty sure we’d all agree is beautiful, magnificent, vast, complex, and well-ordered.