Okay, I’ve been here for a while and have been wanting to ask some even handed questions to hopefully get some realistic and even handed answers.
Hello my friend! To know, “Why must God exist?” please consider the Wisdom found in 1 Corinthians 13:13:
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“And now there remain faith, hope, and charity, these three: but the greatest of these is charity.”
The reason why the first to remain is faith, which proceeds into hope is because:
We think, therefore we do not know, therefore we have to have faith. Now since you and I must have faith, we might as well place our faith in something greater, something hopeful, namely a Heavenly afterlife.
Now from this point, I know of two perspectives which both lead to Jesus Christ:
2a. One of the greatest hopes in dying is Heaven. In order to recognize a possibility for Heaven existing, one must ponder what was the first thing to exist as a physical substance. There are two options: the first thing had to either be living or non-living. If we assume the first thing is non-living, then all things up to the first life would have been non-living and would have had no ability to create a Heaven. Therefore a greater and more hopeful faith will not only place its trust in a Heaven, but also a single all-powerful God. Two reasons for a single all-powerful God are: 1. If we believe the first thing was living, then all created things following come through that single living being. 2. If we believe the first thing created a Heaven and the living being created other all-powerful Gods, then the other Gods could destroy the Heaven and Earth that was created.
And the reasoning why charity/love is greatest:
2b. Since every person wants and fulfills various wants, we all want happiness. However in order to experience a genuine happiness, there must be peace. And in order to have peace, there must be complete patience, and in order to experience any degree of happiness, there must be kindness. Therefore, it can be said that the greatest actions in living to master are patience and kindness for one will experience an unbreakable peace and perfect happiness. Next recognize that it is the Holy Bible that declares this first, “…the greatest of these is charity/love.” 1 Corinthians 13:13, where charity/love is “patient and kind.” 1 Corinthians 13:4
At this point, one has the option of crediting the Author(s) of the Holy Bible for the revelation of the Truth or one can discredit it. If one credits it, s/he will give all glory to the one God, Jesus Christ, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, as well as credit to His Universal Church for overcoming the challenges of spreading the Word. If one discredits it, one will live as though s/he is self-made.
From this point, if one will ponder, talk about, and heavily focus on mastering patience, kindness, and motivation for God with all the body, spirit, thoughts, and will equally towards others and the self, for the sake of greater peace, happiness, and energy for relationships and individually, all other Truths of the Catholic Faith will become evident.
My friend, my prayers are with you for you have had very trying times. Please note that there are several other methods of knowing God, Jesus Christ, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit are the Truth, and Roman Catholicism is the Fullness of Truth, and I would gladly share my understandings on any questions you have. I will be responding to the other questions as soon as possible for they are excellent questions. And also please note: knowing God exists and who He is Awesome, but using the Sacraments of Catholicism to deepen your levels of patience and kindness is far more Amazing and Rewarding for not only your relationships, including your inner self, as well as for God, and as well as globally, for every act of patience and kindness forces greater peace and happiness in the world.
Thank you very much for sharing your questions and some of your life. I hope my understandings will help you grow in greater faith, and I look forward to further discussion.
Thoughts?